Nature Speaks

BMTC

2007-06-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

My world perhaps nearly came tumbling down when i had to get enlisted.. and perhaps it had become much sweeter as the days flew by..

and now.. as i return to the life of a civilian.. it kinda makes me wonder to wads going to be in store for my next posting in army life..

ANYWAYS.. ( Random ) i was actually discussing with someone something with regards to frequency.. haha.. it is food for thought when someone tells you that those of the elite cannot really click with the average populace.. then he said that i am able to click with him.. could this mean that i am actually within the elite..

Maybe not so.. for those elites out there... who claim that they are unable to find common grounds with the average populace.. there is ALWAYS a common topic that you can talk about.. you dun hve to be like displaying your vocabulary, high-end language or showing how knowledgable you are to be understood..

( dun ask me why in the world i m typing that out )

Oh yes.. for those of you that might not know .. when i put words within brackets.. it kinda mean my thoughts.. so like the inner voice talking.. often the brackets do not link the post.. ( i guess you know what i m saying )

AND..!!! Congrats to Ruth... for entering Yong Soo Lin's School of Medicine.. haha.. i dun care.. i want free consultations from you..

and.. Good Luck with the appeal into medicine, Weilun!

Army Days (Daze)

2007-04-30T10:18:00.000+08:00

Oh yEAH!!

finally the first book out.. Army life so far appears to be rather fun.. yah.. it is rather fun.. physical training is so not my thing .. haha.. of course i manage to get the fun part out of it due to the wonderful support from my section mates...

MoHaWk ROCKS!!

Enough said.. even though if this is a comeback.. i highly doubt my perserverance in keeping the blog running... serious.. haha..

Miss you lots!! ( even though we might not really much see each other.. )

Return...

2006-08-13T15:37:00.000+08:00

Ok ok...Mid yrs were terrible... wah... i nvr seen tht terrible a result...

with regards to your future sister-in-law jinghao... until i start to you know... be more courageous enough... haha... she will be nonexistant...

ok... life is treating me well i guess... so far everything seems to be working fine...

i hate interactive learning... it feels so fake...

completely most of my tutorials...

biochem is very tough at the ending stage...

i lost concentration for the umpteen time these few weeks...

lots of hw to complete...

started a com diary...

secret blog is back... ( of course with a new address WeiJie )

and this time... no clue to it... cos i think i spilled the name there... so... later you all go and hunt for my 'dear dear'... haha...

ruth knows abt A... haha... dear dear is known as A...

and i m being very very random here... haha... i m talking nonsense...

Now... hve to complete my compres... ( i hate COMPRE! )

i m so random today... ( hold on... tht is very much becoming of me these few days... )

...

2006-07-04T18:51:00.000+08:00

maths sucks... my maths fail le... i just know it...

anyways... for some unknown reason... i missed someone... yesh...

no cares now... tomorrow is my last day! and the most dreaded day!...

sigh... why carn chem be the last day... make me happy

Pain...

2006-07-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

Mid Yrs can be so strenuous... drained with the studying... still i think i will fail my stats... cry

well... i've been experiencing a lot of mixed feelings these few days... i wonder sometimes... will this turn of events do me good or repeat past events... ( see lah... tht is why i love my past )

sigh... i feel bad... i feel so so so so bad... ( dun infer... )

MID YEARS ROUND 2

2006-06-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

Suppose to be yesterday's Round2... today break!

Maths 9233 is dead man... yah... this is coming for a 9234 student... i feel so shit doing tht maths paper... i seem to hate the paper... haha... carn do well totally... lost hope in maths... maybe 9234 9233 will die man..

Chem was fun though... though i think i screwed the thermo chem part.. yah... and the electro chem part... lost too much time ... end up my organic chem part lost 1/2 the marks... as in lost 5 marks lah... the memory part was fun though... must see my qn 1... hopefully i get the full 10! haha... overjoyed a bit... though worried still... i still wanna see the A/B for chem... ( though i highly doubt i will do tht well )

Die... physics and 9234 Pp1 tomorrow... i think i will fail badly lor... must chiong again!

MID YEARS!

2006-06-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

Woohoo... SR has begun its mid yrs for the J2s... lol... first up today was GP!

i did a silly qn though.. ' Inspite of much information, man is none the wiser ' comment...

i think i wrote rubbish... yah... though i did get the overall gist rite ( thank god ... but it is so obvious rite? wat the qn is asking for )

Paper 2 was better... i was happy with my short but seemed reasonable AQ... summary was ok... though i did make this huge mistake... i mistook obsolete for vainty... i think i was looking for obstinate or something... ( i think it is still a mistake )

Sigh... Maths 9233 Pp1 and Chem Pp3 tomorrow... followed by my first break for the exams day after! yeah! then physics and maths 9234 ( f maths ) ... shit... i think i will freak out for those 2...

Good luck SRJCians... oh... the air-con hall was great... it was not very cold... it was mere freezing... no harm done... my hands were just very chilly... ( i feel so cold saying all tht )

Prayers

2006-06-15T01:25:00.000+08:00

Just got bad news... a fellow bandmate is down with a critical condition... he made it sound like he might just ... OK ... nothing is going to happen... nothing nothing nothing...

Harris and i are talking again! haha... talk abt a cold thingy then suddenly we talk so much... * this is just a random thought*

I realized after talking to harris... how important it was to treasure those around you... and how important it is to tell your loved ones how much you loved them... before it is all too late...

i feel lost actually... i dunno... starting to sniff a bit... i think if anything is going to happen i might just cry..nothing is going to happen... this is a bad dream...

i dunno wat to say... i m lost... it was a spur of the moment tht i blogged.. nothing is going to happen... nothing bad is going to happen

Comeback!

2006-06-14T01:17:00.000+08:00

No... dun think tht i will be blogging religiously anymore... cos... technically i got a 'ban'... yah... me not going to be onthe net for long time... so sad... sniff.. cry... wadever... daddy oso ban me from maple anyways... CRYS!

month started off well...

Finally! met ruth on the 1st of June ( was it? ) yah... we finally met again... must treasure the moment... our tuesday appointment was like pushed all the way to thursday.. we watched Da Vinci Code.... boy it was nice... had lunch her with her before that... and as we were like walking around before and after the movie... she was so critical to my walking... to my sitting down... haha... must engage her as my elegance tutor... boy she corrected a lot of stuff... i had a great time though... it was weird... she was in sch uni and i was in casual.. haha... it just feels weird... btw 'baobei' ( haha... she likes the term... cos some dentist called her tht ) i think the answer to the acidity qn is actually Benzoic Acid.. i think... and gosh i eliminated tht first... haha..

then! i got some gastric thingy... dunno the name... can pronounce dunno how to spell... puked 7 times before i saw the doc in the morning... got sick for 1 week.. poor me.. endured like paleness and stomach aches during week 2's classes.. oh but i recovered.. and watched Sprited Away last friday on chn u... omg... so sweet... i love happy love endings...

Saturday 10/6 was my last prac with them... i think it would be my last prac with them... unless i choose to go next fri... coming fri... it was hilarious.. we played Jewel in the Palace as a warmup btwn me and a fellow J2... haha.. it was nice... i guess... i dunno wat to say... mixed feelings... finally did my stockcheck with the J1s... QM duties hve offically ended for me... sad... but... it has to be passed down rite? haha... mixed feelings...

went out with my cousins and sis on Monday! ( which is 2 days ago ) watched the omen... crap lah... it took me like 1 week to convince him to watch the omen... it was nice... the gore was good... the plot was good... but then the scare factor haha.. was bad... ok fine... i did not expect it to be tht less scary... the ending was dumb... but it is still nice... the plot is intriguing tht is why!

Shes the man was up next ( i watched 2 movies with them tht day ) OMG... it is so nice and so funny... and touching... all you guys out there MUST CATCH IT! it is really nice... and for couples... it might just bring you 2 closer... i think... at least i got tht vibe... ahhh dun care... must watch it again... RUTH... clear a slot! ni xiang kan wo ye xiang zai kan!

missed someone... so i actually msged like a total of 50 sms today and yesterday... hehe.. show how much i miss you rite! haha... you know who you are.. i guess... haha

i used a lot of 'nice' in this post.. crap.. tht is like so terrible... shows how wide my vocab is ... totally... must use a new dic huh! haha...

Soccer Fever is here! I m not watching soccer... dun ask me abt soccer... i dun soccer... and i hate it... ( bashed up ) i still find it silly...

Study Study... studying hard... cos of the mid yrs... stupid lah... i m freaking stupid... more like bias as well... only chem and some physics is getting in my head... maths is leaking out... memory loss becomes common... and ... lets not go on...

This is a silly rant... maybe one day i will post more stuff.. whilst i m not blogging i m actually keeping a secret journal... haha... an excerpt..

'if you yearn for someone for a love thing... you hve to ask yourself whether it is worth it... or shld you even consider it... you hve to weigh so much... responsibilities to schwork... to your social life... to your parents... and most of all think of yourself... we make foolish decisions and thus we end up yearning for tht person... we thought that with that person... we will be able to tide over the storms... but sometimes these things ain't true... love is an illusion... something we can feel but carn see... weird... illusion... you can feel it... but you carn really see it... talk abt discerning eyes...'

see... crapping again! and wat boredom can do to me... so sad...haha ok ok enough for tonight le..

Low Low Low

2006-05-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

Alright... this is the main topic that has been surfacing like countless of times... honestly... i think i need something or someone to remove this 'low' thing...

Lets start of with my 1 week of sch... have to see Mr Kwang yesterday ( yes... 4A student seeing Mr Kwang equates to no good thing... ) Sure enough... i was anticipating when he is going to talk to me abt my Common Test Result... ( it was terrible... and when i say terrible... i meant really terrible... ) Feeling really sad over it... i mean yah... it is really no use to study tht hard... evenMr Kwang agrees with me... he said things like... ' whatever you are doing... it is a lot... and apparently... it is not helping you... i see you are hardworking but you appear to be struggling with your 4th A... ' Sniff... i feel so sad... ( it is obvious ok... i mean you shld be when you got terrible grades )

on a brighter note... he promised to let me keep my 4th A until Mid Year... if i appear to be not doing well...then i will be officially a 3 A student...

Band-wise... sigh... steppig down... again... this time it felt different... it was way different from the FTPSS step-down ( i think cos i dun think i bonded there )... aiya... did not bond much either... as long as the next batch and the next QM dun screw up.. i think it is good le... but then... my wed and sat slots will be empty... a sense of being lost is developing... it gets rather depressing sometimes when you realise that you are leaving a great batch of ppl... memories of the past yr keeps flooding... ( though actually this gets boring sometimes... i was telling a few juniors tht last yr band was like a Korean Drama... got crying... got plots etc... haha... it was funny... )

So... it boils down to a few ppl... yah... i m getting a little bit depressed with some ppl... ( dun let them know hor ) i dun mean like i m so angry with you like tht... but... i feel like these ppl are ignoring me a bit... ( something tht i wished they did not... ) no... you will not know who... it is my little secret...

Speaking of secrets... sis read my diary... crap... she knows a lot now...

Ruth smsed today... haha... so funny... ( this is random speech )

OH yah... i was reading taggy... saw this person with mdm mashuda etched in her mind... yah... it suddenly brought back a song she sang... Hero... it was inspiring... i say this again... she was an inspiring teacher... someone you will only see a smile... someone very much as a great listener... a very optismistic person... it still confuses me sometimes... i wonder how did she die from depression... ( this implies tht... WHOEVER CAUSED IT... you are so going to be hated by all the USSS ppl... ) i think it is cos of students... i heard tht it was due to her students... ( SO... YOU BETTER WATCH OUT ) no... i m not going to bash them up... i m going to pity them... since you hve lost a great teacher... and... ( dunnno wat to say le )

I spoke out of turn and nonsense again... going bonkers...

Going the wrong way...

2006-05-14T01:15:00.000+08:00

Weird isn't it... haha... 1 month then i blog... anyways... was feeling a little down recently ( wait a min... when was i ever happy? )

I suddenly lost all confidence in myself... esp today... i did so many wrong things... at the wrong time... got so clumsy and off colour... perhaps it is due to my personal directions and goals... and... i think it is wrong...

theoretically.. humans are formed to understand what is right and wrong ( to some extent )... they are able to understand that when they do something wrong... they would do their very best to avoid the same mistake ( again to some extent )... but then... i think i m being rather rebellious lately... i know it is wrong... and i still do it... ( tht is weird huh ? )

Studies are rather on the track... i guess... perhaps not so with stats, mech and physics... chem and gp seems a little fine now... sad lah... S3 did not make it to the top for this CT2... nvm nvm... can work hard... we will reign!

social life... sucks... haha... i still think tht i m doing the wrong things ( dun expect me to say it out )

band elections today... boy their speeches were funny... i wonder who the next QM would be....

OH YAH... funny thing happen today... i nearly burnt the kitchen... while frying a sausage... guess i shld hve defrosted it first then fry it... haha... not tht bad lah... just oil sputtering haha... and i was nearly late for chem lect... lol

A New Hope

2006-04-13T21:49:00.000+08:00

Wah... word by word copied from StarWars... lol...

I dunno whether i did say this... but i shall say this again! New band members!! WooHoo...! i got a few photos on wat in the world my dear f horns are doing during band prac ... haha...

Anyways... we had a band camp! yup... a pity no one took photos and my freakin phone had to die off after the nightwalk...

It was cool ( of course... i had a part in it.. ) Some ppl said tht it was rather boring... some found it entertaining... some found it silly... some found it frightening...haha.. so many different feedback... it was fun though... the whole camp.. i shall not go into details...

One junior startled me though... apparently she is reading my blog... haha... must be very careful not to disclose anything...

Anyways... great juniors i hve... yes yes yes yes... we shld hve an outing soon.. then can take photos!

On a note... sharon has left singapore on Apr the 11th... we shall all be sitting back... thinking of you... praying for you... so... at the very least... i will not forget wad a great fren you are...

Gosh... today was PW result release day... lol... Band 2... sad... but true... ( at least i passed... )

Common Test 2 coming up next week... Good Luck J2s...

Good Friday we are hving hor?

And now... for photos!!

3 photos today... i m lazy to upload the rest... haha...

Oh yah... i booked my medi exam date le.. haha

Endurance

2006-03-31T22:02:00.000+08:00

Maple Fever is back... Yesh... kenneth is back in the game as a magician... and... getting obsessed says deenar... imagine you gain 25 lvls in 3 weeks... it is slow lor... as compared to ppl who by now hve cleared the 2nd job... haha..

I realised how shortsighted i m... i fail to look at what is near me... and what is more important... sigh... on a note... i can be determined in whatever i do... as long as i choose to do it... ( how wonderful... if only maplestory was a subject... i will score a distinction )

ANYWAYS... common test 2 coming soon to SR on the 17th of Apr.. sigh... class tests and revision hve started... tests are coming after me everyday..!! tuts not finished... Mr kwang i think lost all confidence in me le... ( even after i did his 2nd DE test )... haha... i might not be able to make it in F Maths i guess... ( but carn do anything rite? must perservere...)

J1s hve entered the band... our band had nvr looked so much bigger... and ... i wanna complain... Someone slandered me infront of Travis... ( see la... now he scared of me... ) then tht someone just ordered me around... so shit lah... it is my responsibilty no doubt... but carn you guys see how busy i m... i got so fed up tht day during band...tht i nearly smashed the QM cupboard... nearly sending all the stuff 'flying' out of the cupboard... ( i guess someone out there understands ... i hope )

i still owe someone 10 bucks... sigh... keep forgetting... ( ppl's present hor... dun think i borrow money )

How pathetic i m... always clearing all doubts before they even think abt it... how paranoid...

Enough with myself... lets move on... to something more solemn...

A dear teacher of mine has passed away at a tender age of 30+ about 2 weeks ago... Mdm Mashuda was one of the nicest teachers at USSS... then she followed us to FTPSS... her bubbly character literally makes us so comfortable with her... her jokes, her laughter... and her song ' Hero ' which she sang abt 4 yrs ago at USSS for her husband Mr Azlan... sigh... she will remain in my memory i guess... did not manage to see her for the last time... timetable was too packed... sorry... i guess Mr Azlan still feels very depressed...

Somethings disappear and fade over time... but somethings remain intact throughout an eternity... Some people can be talking to you for the first time tht day... and vanish the next...

Treasure those around you... you nvr know when they will leave you... Apr 11 is going to be another sad day for me...

ScaryDays

2006-03-11T18:37:00.000+08:00

It is rather to no surprise that my teachers are piled my class up with work ( obvious it is JC wide... )I have like tons of assignments to me... wanna give up soon... haha... Lets see...

1) Organic Chemistry Exercises
2) Maths ( C and F ) A lvl 2004,2005 P1,P2 ( except for F only do P1 )
3) Physics Electromagnetic Induction Tutorial and TYS
4) Statistics Tutorials 2-5
5) Mechanics Tutorials 3-4
6) Standard Qns For JC1 work
6) GP Times article
7) GP Essay
8) Gp Journals...

and these is not tentative.. god knows wat teachers are going to pile when we return back to sch... on a note... i realised tht i m going to die... not literally... imagine you return to sch and then hve a full week of tests... ( not common for me to hve hol then come back for lecture tests and class tests... ) maybe this is just a start...

I m like so dead...sigh sigh... though on a happier thought ... chemistry is not bad... haha.. presently tht is... i carn understand a single crap of what is Thermochemistry...

and... i was suppose to remember something tomorrow... a pity... i carn remember wat i was to remember... *winks*

Long Waits

2006-03-07T22:46:00.000+08:00

Ahhh!! Finally uncle lai has blogged... haha... i feel old... since i had to take tht slow a speed to think of writing a post... ( not like kkyz... he is so consistent.. )

Common Test is over... ( obviously i was so down until i dun wanna blog )... i freaked out in the Chem and Maths C and F Maths paper... ahh... dun wanna talk about it...

I did make myself a goal... to fight for a place in the top 10 positions for chem... yesh... i must not give up chem... i must strive on... ( yesh sin Yi... it applies to you too... )

Oh yeah... i realised tht in near 48 hrs i would hve known someone for 1 yr... haha... dunno whether you realised it... and in about 48 hrs would be the day i hve met up with sharon 1 yr ago!... haha... ( i wrote you a poem... yesh... an approx 8 stanza 4 line iambic pentameter poem... i suppose i would give you to you as expected... everyone knows tht kenny likes his poetry ) Yesh ruth... i shall write you one too... tht is if you r leaving...

Talking abt ruth... she has been an interesting help... she just cures my boredom in classes,breaks etc etc... ( kenny boy has become bad bad bad already... ) we just talk sch... so boring... haha...

Deenar has entered maple! yesh... i hve returned there too... and she cures my boredom in lectures when i m going to start my simple harmonic motion ritual by chatting with me via paper... ( so nice of her... haha... Praising you you know!! )

Been a little down these days... dun ask me why... i often wonder where i carn fly... up to the heavens with the strongest and best... i know now cos i hve been failing my test...

I m still trying to write tht essay on relationships... must accomplish it by March Hols... one of my projects... whether or not it makes the mark... i will feel happy as long i manage to do it... haha...

I did a confession about 48 hrs ago... i was typing away for 15 mins on com about what is going on... haha... a lot of ppl's names made it to the confession... yesh yesh yesh a lot...

Lets see... and i completed this post in 15 mins... literally nonsense for typing for 15 mins for 20 odd days of not blogging...

Chem rocks... if i can make it through tomolo's lecture test...

I think my GP teacher hates me...

Why m i so so so random...?

OH ... for the grp of ppl who hve been trying to get me out of the house... YOU GOT YOUR CHANCE!!... i m rather free on tuesdays from late morning to early evenings which equates to about 7 hrs of out of the house... yesh... my dear seniors... you better make it fast... i shall not assume tht you hve made the appointment... haha... i m mad... this is rather tentative... unless my dear teachers summon me or band calls me... ( this implies dear BM... you cannot touch me on tues... i shall refuse to come... haha... jking jking...)

Also... possibility of me hving a free slot on thurs is high too... everyday is nearly high... since according to my dear principal... we will not be touched for March Hols... ( confirm hve to go back for GP lesson... Gp tutor is very good at it... )

Another random fact... i actually saw Asyraf in SR... i thought he left for poly... AND... ENG SENG IS BACK!! finally bass line would hve an added voice...

I m so so so random...

Being Lame has its Good points and Bad Points..

2006-02-13T20:55:00.000+08:00

I m not going to say sorry for my terrible terrible slow update... haha... but then see so little ppl come here to see... haha... ( i m losing a limb now... )

Anyways... i had to blog today cos something big happened to me today... ( no... i was not knocked by a car... or got kissed by someone... ) i discovered how much i hate soccer... had some silly sports module tht dear college has decided to begin... and i was so so so so unlucky... had to be posted to soccer... get this str8... I HATE SOCCER... not tht i already did not hate it but then it is like... yah... playing it for the next 3 weeks is pure torture... ( i m not hating it cos i carn play... i find it terribly silly to have like 10 ppl running around a green field chasing after a silly ball... )

Better bring a shield tomorrow... soccer fans are abt to rain blows on me after reading this...

supposed to upload some photos... haha... but technical difficulties...

I m purely fine... except i just scratched myself approx 20 hrs ago... and it is feeling nice and warm... with some blood oozing in the early morning... tasty... haha... i m a sadist...

OH YAH... since tomorrow is Saint Valentine's Day... WISHING ALL OF YOU A HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY... ( those tht dun get dates are a sad sad sad lot... haha.. jking... you guys still hve me...)

i shall be alone tomolo... i guess... haha... unless you suddenly pop up to say hi... ( Oooo i was just jking... )

which reminds me... kayheng was nice enough to remind me at LT of who i shld be with tomolo... thanks arh kayheng... lol.. his fren must be wondering who he was talking abt...

Agitation

2006-01-26T22:13:00.000+08:00

haha... today was weird... GP had a debate today... with the motion ' Shark's Fin Soup should be banned in our local restuarants' and i carn believe tht i gone so agitated when the Floor Q&A was on... ( i was not in the debating team... ) and pinjin won best speaker... for speaking the most relevant points... haha...

Chem Prac was a flop... i nvr got so weird results... QA... and mdm koh was like pinpointing so many mistakes... die die die... Skill B assessment can die le... Chem Tut was terrible too... sigh... looks like i m not going to survive well...

at least Mr Kwang's Tut was ok... ( cos for the first time... i completed his tut ahead of him... ) usually hor... i chao lazy... to the extent tht i m only 1 or 2 qns infront of him... very very slow...

Multitasking as we speak... cos i dun think i m doing very well now... it is terrible... and i m not exaggerating things... ( on the brighter note... house is very very tidy le... haha... and i prac flute for 1/2 hr... making tht Bb sound more proper.. )

CNY is coming... so... yUp.... Happy Lunar New Year... ( yes i m a few days ahead. ) so tense must wish earlier...

Tomolo is celebration at college ... if only i could skip tomolo... parents refuse to write the letter...

Extremities...

2006-01-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

Yeah... it has been really a long long time since i popped over... too many things have been happening... haha... OGL, Band and such... yada yada...

Must say... this is a batch of really cool people... be it orientation or from the band... great great people... talented in their own ways...

and... weirdly... i became 'great' yes... take note of the pretty '' because it is a self-proclaim... i have accidently became SL for a day ( yes one day... i was disappointed by how i conducted my sectionals until... forget it... Nikki and Wency more pro than me ) I also became a teaching senior for the flutes and clars... ( yes of course... my VS junior is like more pro than me... and it is self proclaim... was slacking in my own sectionals )

enough with my self proclaimation... i hve also finally got rid of my Chairman Post... yes... been passed down to a much more popular candidate... haha... yah... i m tht terrible...

I feel terrible... so much things have been happening... but...!... just when it could not get any worser... it just DID...

Probs are arising from trivial matters... yes... panic... I ACTUALLY M GOING TO FLUKE F MATHS... i think i m going to... from wat i can see... Vectors and P&C... and tht Approximation of Solutions... GOSH... SO MANY CARELESS MISTAKES... SO MANY... i m so so so so so terrible... ( got tht derek... i think if you need help... dun come to me... i m going to run away )

on the brighter note... CNY is coming round the corner... and very few people come here... haha... tag lah... if you were actually visiting ... haha...

Too Long

2005-12-31T23:07:00.000+08:00

Gosh... It took me so long to blog again... haha... it is going to take some time for me to blog soon..

Anyways... i was at Grams for a week... b4 bddae... haha... Bd dae party was a smash... not bad... i enjoyed it.. loved it... cos it is so nice... i shall spare the details...

I took a few photos though... but then... i doubt i can get them here... haha... a little bit of technical difficulties haha.. but then... not bad leh... this yr presents were nice... it was rather sinful too... received chocs... ( oh yah Th and gang... chocs was really nice )

Khai made a speech... i hve nothing to say really...

Made a breakthrough... diary is back... so many things i hve shortchanged... haha...

29th went on with Weijie and Jinghao... watched Wallace and Gromit and the Curse of the Wererabbit... not bad... haha... it was funny... esp the penguin movie ...

really going to be short... it is short...

1st Jan coming up... I wish for you guys one successful yr ahead... for all tht is taking the A lvls good luck... for those taking other major exams... best of luck... haha... i m so lame

i just discovered two facts today...
1) I can be so predictable
2) I actually hate maths... ( you would if you had to be doing so many maths papers )

Oh yeah... Happy Birthday Jocelyn!...

Pictures (2)

2005-12-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

Final Selection... Yes yes... 12 more pics here... haha

Pictures (1)

2005-12-15T20:15:00.000+08:00

Yeah.. Finally the First Set...

More will come... haha... i hope... still got a few more to upload here...

Obviously... i hve changed my template... haha... a new one from J-Wen Designs... Similar to Jiewen... haha... doubt is you make one rite... haha... nvrtheless... it is a cute one... so yah... here it is...

I feel odd seriously... i nvr popped a photo on bloggy before

Late

2005-12-14T22:59:00.000+08:00

Gosh i m late in posting the WASBE thing...

Ok here goes... Day began rather sad... more like i m too tensed... went to meet ronald at Orchard to get tht Success with Words... ( it is an SAT book btw )... and it is so ex... went all the way to Esplanade... and then wander there for 1 hr...

Smith Band came then... haha... met everyone... then we moved to this room where we got our backstage passes... and then went to the small dressing rooms... where we warmed up and did the soundcheck...

Performance was terrible... i felt tht i did not do very well... but it did sound nice lah... haha... Band did well serious... Overall the entire concert was a complete success...

I met SAM!!... yeah!... she was there... haha... she looks so cool... interesting dress sense... she looks so elegant like... her bro... i guess his name was shawn or sean... haha... dunno which spelling...and i met them at the carpark... so funny... and i was rushing still i feel bad... i felt rude... ( btw... your present is sitting on my table... haha... )

This is a rather condensed version... BUT... i took lots of pics... will be uploading soon... but not too soon... hve too much hw to clear... and lots of editting... ( i feel stupid really i took a lot of silly pics )

Silly Short Post... Marks the 11 days to Christmas...

New Images

2005-12-11T17:00:00.000+08:00

Today... went to meet Derek and Kkyz... and gosh... kkyz changed lots... he was like... haha... funny hair... but... he is cool... looks cool and calm... haha... and i was done teaching derek...

went to some arcade in Toa Payoh and watched kkyz dance away on the Para Para Machine... gosh... he is good... really good... haha... dancing king... lol...

i m bored... it appears tht we are no more speaking on the same lvl... i m tht wols... haha... i m mad

3 hrs on the clar... parents actually made a comment to me... Dun play... no one will appreciate it... you wnt to play you go to your concert and play... ( dad can be so frank and that DIRECT )

I feel hurt... he dun even care abt my playing... and here i m getting stressed... lol... i think i m going to screw up WASBE... better dun play tomolo...

Finale Prac

2005-12-11T01:22:00.000+08:00

I just found out today... if you rearranged prac... it actually spells crap.. haha...i m so cold...

Today is the last day at NTU... i bid farewell to the campus... and embrace the 1 day more of solo prac ( which is today )... Imagine... i m going to play at the Esplanade... something i had nvr evr dreamed of...

Sectionals was more interesting... yesterday Mr Lim was talking lots and pinpointing a lot of errors... but it seems like he is more relaxed with us... haha...he was so humourous... actually i prefer him than Mr Tay... Mr Tay... very very funny behaviour... haha... but Mr Lim is strict... and mean business...

Main Band rehearsal was actually nice... we sound so so so much nicer... haha... we rock... haha...

But the most interesting thing tht happen to me is... i shrieked... becos on the percussion trek back to SR... the chimes fell on the head of a student helper... gosh... he was bleeding badly lah... and he was still so calm... not interesting in the sense tht it is funny... but it was terrifying... i nvr seen anything like it... i guess he is fine now... i hope...

1 day more... and Monday comes... i think i hve stage fright... ( i dun wish to squeak on tht day... tht would be so so embarassing )

Toughy

2005-12-08T23:33:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah... to those magic 5 tht i hve chosen... haha... you guys hve to scroll to the next post... and one golden rule... YOU DUN PASS IT BACK TO ME.. yeah... haha

For today... WASBE officially starts!...Day began at 730... at SRJC... and we began moving everything down... ( no more percussion instruments le... yeah... ).. do final checks... and we left the college at 8...

AND...

Only arrived at 910... late... at NTU NIE... and we were considered late... AND I SAW CHARIS! ( sorry sp... dun know how to pronouce )... yeah... got someone in Smith with me other than those from my college... yeah... have to sit there listen to this Dr Eugene guy's speech abt band music in life i guess... nice actually... but i was more preoccupied with the schedule and the predicament i m abt to live...

Moved to the Rehearsal venue... and made frens with the Icebreakers... haha... it was fun... really... then it was lunch... a little gathering of SRs... haha... then it was the real thing... the real rehearsal...

Mr Tay was first... He began with a nice speech abt himself... and a few ppl he taught... mentioned Nikki and Tonghow... haha... and then American Elegy and In a Persian Market... I DUN SOUND AIRY! yeah... i sound so nice in American Elegy... really i think i do... or at least i think Mr Lim ( second conductor) agrees... he was nodding... maybe not to me... sigh... haha...

Persian Market was nice... but then the small notes... gosh... it was terrible... hve to sort out tomolo...

Mr Tay just did Persian Market today... and some bits of American Elegy... haha... and Mr Lim took over...

Unlike the humour Mr Tay used in his rehearsal... Mr Lim was very very strict... and gosh... he keeps looking in my direction... tht means i must be playing rather badly... die die die... tomolo sectionals he will confirm kill me... ( btw... he is in charge of my sectionals too! )

He went through his Emperata Overture, Howl's Moving Castle and Amparito Roca... i think i sound terrible for Emperata... really... i was so so so so nervous... he la... like so pressurizing... die... confirm die one...

Wad a tough day... i can die... after tht more than 1 hr 30 mins bus ride home.. ( gosh i shld hve taken the MRT ) tomorrow can die ... shit die die die... ARUGH!

Tagged

2005-12-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

Dear Kkyz just 'tagged' me... refer to his blog for more details...

Rules:

1.Post (at least 5?) weird random stuffs about yourself
2. At the end of the quiz, list the names of the 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

So to start off... 5 random stuff abt me!

1) I used to violin and piano... I was in to music since young.. but stopped at a tender age of 9... ( i found it too stressful )

2) My life is extremely messy... you may see me as a neat freak or wadever... but i m actually very very messy

3) I love myself, my clar, my flute and my extremely adorable snoopy... haha...

4) I have a weird habit of talking nonstop... My last record is speaking for 5 hrs... with of course random pauses for ppl to respond... haha... i m a chatterbox...

5) Poetry has been part of my life... and i wnt to be a poet in the future ( bleargh ) i was jking... ( it is random rite! )

So Now... for the 5 people... and since i carn pass it back...
1) Ruth
2) Kay Heng
3) ZiJian
4) JingHao
5) Annnndddd... Andrew!... ( latest Addition to the House of RavenClaw)

Love is in the Air

2005-12-04T22:38:00.000+08:00

This Month is rather startling for me... i hve seen so many couples forming... so touching...

Another guy from my list was striked out... hehe... introducing another couple... SO OBVIOUS LOR HE... placed her photo on his display pic... ( obviously rite? )... well good luck to him... and he better play nice to her... if not you will get it from the entire band...

Watched Aeon Flux... rather interesting... plot was rather on the cheesy side... but the futuristic science was the more watchable part... talks abt an utopian world after 99% of the world's population was killed by a virus and this Goodwill guy went to develop a cure and saved the remaining 5 million and has been cloning the people living there for more than 400 yrs... and this rebel grp with their top assassin happened to be Goodwill's gf 400 yrs ago... and she softened and helped him defeat his evil brother and win... ( sounds complicated when i say it... ) very very nice... lovey-dovey couple...

WASBE draws near... Dad is returning from Switzerland... yeah... 2 events to look forward too... WASBE... sigh... i think i m still terrible...

Looking back... A New Hope Arises when Love is in the Air...

Tomorrow... Corinth has a meeting for the banner... sigh... haha..

OGL Camp

2005-12-03T19:07:00.001+08:00

Today Marks the LAST DAY OF CAMP... Next Event... WASBE..!!
Post will be literally on the camp itself...
Post is really long... you dun like to read long... then you better dun read all..

Day 1
Started with a bad start... cos i know something will happen... and i dun wish to happen... and that sucked... Met Sirui and YingHui before we entered the school to register... Ice breakers was interesting... and we were introduced to 3 peeps from the SSS prefects( seeing those ppl trying to remember the names ) and there was another Kenneth... ( who is offically my OFL ( fyi.. Orientation Family Leader) by the First day )... and yah... all the rest of the ppl of Corinth ( which is obviously my family.. )and then yah... went to classrooms as our dorm...and mixed a bit...

College dance was up next... i picked Sirui to dance... haha... then i danced with YingHui... and since i already learnt in the previous OGL camp... this was chicken feet... saw a few ppl stumble... haha... funny... when you see ppl try to remember the steps... haha... Family by Family... we went to the stage... and so evil of Sparta ( Houses are... Athens, Corinth, Delphi, Sparta, Thebes... Cities of Greece )
Lunch was served... and the food did not agree with my tongue... i actually vomitted a bit after finishing the food... which is rather yah you know... sick!...

Family Consolidation... when we talk abt our plycards, banner, identities... yah... and then our OFL AOFL was born... haha... and then it was back to the hall for more dancing

MASS DANCE... rocks... designed by none other than our SRJC's cool Dance team... the funky dance was taught to the councillors abt 3 weeks ago... and they are passing it to us... a few of us apparently did not get the gist of the dance... stumbling was a common sight... cos there is odd step... very very weird... but it was breakdance style... mastered 3/4 in a day... ( since the dance was a repeat of steps... it was considered easy if you managed to master the entire difficult part ) It was actually more interesting before the dance... apparently there was another guy in my grp tht was either equally flexible or more flexible with the legs... haha... we are on par lah... we were stretching... haha

Dinner was taken... and yah... it was still not so nice... so i did not finish it... lol...

By this time... Corinth and Delphi has already made one huge alliance... haha... War Games was next... after more discussion with the identities and strategies for the War Games... The game was simple enough... you got 100 waterbombs... and 30 tracing paper... people throwing the water bomb (attackers) are to possess a tracing paper suggesting their life... once the tracing paper is wet or torn... they hve to return to base to get a new one... at the base... there is an empty pail to start with... and the objective of the entire game... to get the least water in your empty pail...to yah... increase the water amount in your opponents... and since we are of alliance with Delphi... we decided to help each other... gosh it was rough... we had this Sparta guy... whom we bombed so badly... he entered to base and we just plummered him with like so many water bombs... and poor guy... he got a swollen eye... recovered in the end... and Corinth was so enthu... but we did not win this one... we were 2nd ... Sparta was good with offensive... lol... we had to like... LOL... defend rather hard and alert...

Debrief was given by Isa... our Student Council President... and he was so serious how the War Games was so serious... he mentioned on how realistic a war we actually created... haha...

Supper and Bathing and then Lights out.... Day 1 was so eventful...

Day 2
My day began at 636... and i had to wake peeps up at 730... since we had to get down at 800 for breakfast... i took biscuits... there was bread... haha...

Station Games !! We were to play a total of 5 games... of which 4 of these is against an opposite team...

Game 1... Battleship...
Against Sparta... we had i/cs to help us with the bombing if we got a hit... so we had to face this wall... with the grid drawn... and then we call lor... like B3... and the game i/cs was there if we got a hit... if not then the game goes on... Corinth Won... 7-5.. we hit 7 and they hit 5... not only that... we actually won the cheering part too...

Game 2... Marathon...
Game was literally abt team building... 3 stations... Station 1 was a web... just climb through... you got this pretty web with bells attached and when we hit their strings... bell rings... and you get eliminated ( no more playing for the entire Marathon ) it was easy... for me and jeremy... we got through no prob... haha... he actually climbed on a pole... OH YAH... thing is... we CANNOT repeat a route... haha... lol... and 4 was eliminated...station 2 was minesweepers... objective to go through a path... where some of the spots on this path have a mine in them... and then... yah... if you hit on it... then you die... Kenneth took the first turn... discovered safe path... and off we went... we were all saved...station 3... support your reward... a pail... and a total of 18 pairs of legs was to support... haha... thing is... cans of coke will be added... and yah... weight and everything... and we had to get ppl out... so lesser people will support a heavier load... haha... WE ACTUALLY WAS THE ONLY TEAM THT MANAGED TO SUPPORT THE PAIL WITH 4 COKE... more like we were the only team tht survived the 7 min of holding... haha... so again... Corinth won... ( but then... someone enlightened me tht they won too... )

Game 3... Water Dog and Bone...
Against Athens...Your traditional game of dog and bone... haha... only thing is... no more walking or running back... and no more bone... it is a water bomb... and it can be more ... so you dun only hve to get 1... but perhaps 4-5... you get it... you run back... and you get to bomb opposing team member... hehe... and Corinth Won...

Game 4... Save the water...
Against Thebes... Game was rough... you got this tail attached to the back... and there was need of defending your pail... and then you hve to go over attack their pail... scoop the water and put it in another pail... complicated... but then it was very very very rough... and requires lots of teamwork... haha... Corinth won but then it was sorta considered much of a draw with Thebes...

Game 5... CaptainSponge..
Against Delphi... your traditional captain's ball... but not ball... but a sponge... objective... you pass to your 'goalkeeper' and then you get to squeeze the water in your pail... haha... since it was against Alliance... it was really odd... if you tripped someone... you hear sorrys and it is ok in the air... and again Corinth won... but you hear the cheers and watch the hugs... haha... lol...

Observe... SO MUCH WATER GAMES... Lunch.... again... eww... and then more family consolidation ... back to the hall... we got the mass dance and college dance... and the preparation for the walk-in... dinner and then night game... treasure hunt...

Treasure hunt... you get a clue... and you follow it to the next... clue is a photo of part of the sch... and we hve to go and find it... haha... testing our knowledge of the sch compound... of course it appeared rather easy... so many of us was like so quick lor... see the photo then ' I KNOW ' then we just run there... lol ... haha... but then at the last station... we did not know the clue was with the councillors... and tht we had to knock at the final destination... so... techinically... Athens and Thebes was infront... but then... aiya... lol... we were lucky... as compared to Sparta... lol... someone told me clues were hard to find...
Debrief.. Supper... Bath... Day 2 was friendly.. haha...BUT... IT WAS NOT OVER... we actually stayed up till 1 am... playing card games with the girls... haha...

Day 3
The last day... which is today... it was basically walk-in, mass dance, college dance... OH YAH... songs were... Destiny Child's Lose my Breath, Missy Elliot's Lose Control, Digits from Shark Tale and Lost in Emotions... Mass dance had the middle 2 songs... just tht the tempo is different... so it is abt speed... haha...

Watched our SR soccer team... we cheered... haha... and then we lost... 1-3 lost to VJC...

Cleaned up... yah... went to the bnd room... i was pissed... with some ppl... i saw kel... said sorry for not going for band... and then passed instructions to him... since i was supposed to do something... and i left... ( i was really pissed... since some ppl gave me attitude... )

Debrief... and performance from the SSS prefects to say thank you... AND... OBVIOUSLY... Corinth won the Best House... haha... lets keep it up...

Back home... i m so tired... slept for 4 hrs... lol...

and i m here blogging... it is rather long... sound so attitude hor... lol.... i m so arrogant...

OGL Camp

2005-12-03T19:07:00.000+08:00

Today Marks the LAST DAY OF CAMP... Next Event... WASBE..!!
Post will be literally on the camp itself...
Post is really long... you dun like to read long... then you better dun read all..

Day 1
Started with a bad start... cos i know something will happen... and i dun wish to happen... and that sucked... Met Sirui and YingHui before we entered the school to register... Ice breakers was interesting... and we were introduced to 3 peeps from the SSS prefects( seeing those ppl trying to remember the names ) and there was another Kenneth... ( who is offically my OFL ( fyi.. Orientation Family Leader) by the First day )... and yah... all the rest of the ppl of Corinth ( which is obviously my family.. )and then yah... went to classrooms as our dorm...and mixed a bit...

College dance was up next... i picked Sirui to dance... haha... then i danced with YingHui... and since i already learnt in the previous OGL camp... this was chicken feet... saw a few ppl stumble... haha... funny... when you see ppl try to remember the steps... haha... Family by Family... we went to the stage... and so evil of Sparta ( Houses are... Athens, Corinth, Delphi, Sparta, Thebes... Cities of Greece )
Lunch was served... and the food did not agree with my tongue... i actually vomitted a bit after finishing the food... which is rather yah you know... sick!...

Family Consolidation... when we talk abt our plycards, banner, identities... yah... and then our OFL AOFL was born... haha... and then it was back to the hall for more dancing

MASS DANCE... rocks... designed by none other than our SRJC's cool Dance team... the funky dance was taught to the councillors abt 3 weeks ago... and they are passing it to us... a few of us apparently did not get the gist of the dance... stumbling was a common sight... cos there is odd step... very very weird... but it was breakdance style... mastered 3/4 in a day... ( since the dance was a repeat of steps... it was considered easy if you managed to master the entire difficult part ) It was actually more interesting before the dance... apparently there was another guy in my grp tht was either equally flexible or more flexible with the legs... haha... we are on par lah... we were stretching... haha

Dinner was taken... and yah... it was still not so nice... so i did not finish it... lol...

By this time... Corinth and Delphi has already made one huge alliance... haha... War Games was next... after more discussion with the identities and strategies for the War Games... The game was simple enough... you got 100 waterbombs... and 30 tracing paper... people throwing the water bomb (attackers) are to possess a tracing paper suggesting their life... once the tracing paper is wet or torn... they hve to return to base to get a new one... at the base... there is an empty pail to start with... and the objective of the entire game... to get the least water in your empty pail...to yah... increase the water amount in your opponents... and since we are of alliance with Delphi... we decided to help each other... gosh it was rough... we had this Sparta guy... whom we bombed so badly... he entered to base and we just plummered him with like so many water bombs... and poor guy... he got a swollen eye... recovered in the end... and Corinth was so enthu... but we did not win this one... we were 2nd ...

Debrief was given by Isa... our Student Council President... and he was so serious how the War Games was so serious... he mentioned on how realistic a war we actually created... haha...

Supper and Bathing and then Lights out.... Day 1 was so eventful...

Day 2
My day began at 636... and i had to wake peeps up at 730... since we had to get down at 800 for breakfast... i took biscuits... there was bread... haha...

Station Games !! We were to play a total of 5 games... of which 4 of these is against an opposite team...

Game 1... Battleship...
Against Sparta... we had i/cs to help us with the bombing if we got a hit... so we had to face this wall... with the grid drawn... and then we call lor... like B3... and the game i/cs was there if we got a hit... if not then the game goes on... Corinth Won... 7-5.. we hit 7 and they hit 5... not only that... we actually won the cheering part too...

Game 2... Marathon...
Game was literally abt team building... 3 stations... Station 1 was a web... just climb through... you got this pretty web with bells attached and when we hit their strings... bell rings... and you get eliminated ( no more playing for the entire Marathon ) it was easy... for me and jeremy... we got through no prob... haha... he actually climbed on a pole... OH YAH... thing is... we CANNOT repeat a route... haha... lol... and 4 was eliminated...station 2 was minesweepers... objective to go through a path... where some of the spots on this path have a mine in them... and then... yah... if you hit on it... then you die... Kenneth took the first turn... discovered safe path... and off we went... we were all saved...station 3... support your reward... a pail... and a total of 18 pairs of legs was to support... haha... thing is... cans of coke will be added... and yah... weight and everything... and we had to get ppl out... so lesser people will support a heavier load... haha... WE ACTUALLY WAS THE ONLY TEAM THT MANAGED TO SUPPORT THE PAIL WITH 4 COKE... more like we were the only team tht survived the 7 min of holding... haha... so again... Corinth won...

Game 3... Water Dog and Bone...
Against Athens...Your traditional game of dog and bone... haha... only thing is... no more walking or running back... and no more bone... it is a water bomb... and it can be more ... so you dun only hve to get 1... but perhaps 4-5... you get it... you run back... and you get to bomb opposing team member... hehe... and Corinth Won...

Game 4... Save the water...
Against Thebes... Game was rough... you got this tail attached to the back... and there was need of defending your pail... and then you hve to go over attack their pail... scoop the water and put it in another pail... complicated... but then it was very very very rough... and requires lots of teamwork... haha... Corinth won...

Game 5... CaptainSponge..
Against Delphi... your traditional captain's ball... but not ball... but a sponge... objective... you pass to your 'goalkeeper' and then you get to squeeze the water in your pail... haha... since it was against Alliance... it was really odd... if you tripped someone... you hear sorrys and it is ok in the air... and again Corinth won... but you hear the cheers and watch the hugs... haha... lol...

Observe... SO MUCH WATER GAMES... Lunch.... again... eww... and then more family consolidation ... back to the hall... we got the mass dance and college dance... and the preparation for the walk-in... dinner and then night game... treasure hunt...

Treasure hunt... you get a clue... and you follow it to the next... clue is a photo of part of the sch... and we hve to go and find it... haha... testing our knowledge of the sch compound... of course it was easy... so many of us was like so smart lor... haha... but then at the last station... we did not know the clue was with the councillors... and tht we had to knock at the final destination... so... techinically... Athens and Thebes was infront... for then... we know tht Corinth won again... haha...

Debrief.. Supper... Bath... Day 2 was friendly.. haha...BUT... IT WAS NOT OVER... we actually stayed up till 1 am... playing card games with the girls... haha...

Day 3
The last day... which is today... it was basically walk-in, mass dance, college dance... OH YAH... songs were... Destiny Child's Lose my Breath, Missy Elliot's Lose Control, Digits from Shark Tale and Lost in Emotions... Mass dance had the middle 2 songs... just tht the tempo is different... so it is abt speed... haha...

Watched our SR soccer team... we cheered... haha... and then we lost... 1-3 lost to VJC...

Cleaned up... yah... went to the bnd room... i was pissed... with some ppl... i saw kel... said sorry for not going for band... and then passed instructions to him... since i was supposed to do something... and i left... ( i was really pissed... since some ppl gave me attitude... )

Debrief... and performance from the SSS prefects to say thank you... AND... OBVIOUSLY... Corinth won the Best House... haha... lets keep it up...

Back home... i m so tired... slept for 4 hrs... lol...

and i m here blogging... it is rather long...

Reckoning

2005-11-30T22:22:00.000+08:00

1 Day... in less than 10 hrs... i will hve to be in sch for a 3 day 2 night camp... as an OGL... haha... lets hope it is going to be fun...

I feel lost still... i scared i will be so left out... ( first time i feel like tht when i know 2 girls there ).. yah... inferiority complex wadever...

I feel inspired to poetry... but then... nah... Death came in my reading today... ( how sweet ) along with the Sun... yah... so pretty... i love my deck... must do a last one tomorrow... AND... To all neopet players... ( active or inactive )... take advantage of the Advent Calendar... yah... you know wat i mean...

Mixed Feelings... i so crazy... finished packing... and bag looks... hehe... not too big lah... but then i still think it looks like an army bag... haha.. dunno... Sirui will be like 'WOW' tomorrow... say wat i carry so big bag... haha... Meeting her and YInghui first...

Tomorrow till Sat shall be a crazy hell of 3 days packed with dance,games and fun fun fun... ( lets enjoy it... hehe )

A Movie...

2005-11-29T19:36:00.000+08:00

I actually had time to watch a movie today... haha...

went over to shaw house with sis to watch harry potter and the goblet of fire... it was rather cool... though some suppose to be exciting parts were rather on the quiet side... the quidditch match and the like... and yah... the hugging scenes were interesting... i liked the yule ball scene... very very nice... i give 7.5/10 and a must watch... though if you dissected the book... you might not like it... ( since you know what shld be looked out for )

I had this large popcorn and shared with sis... AND... a tarot deck was brought home... sis got one minute size tarot deck... ODDLY... the meaning of the cards written on their manual... was different from my own book of definitions... which brings me to one conclusion... everyone has differnet interpretations... of their own.

The Tarot is vague... but i liked the new meanings i know of... i feel like yah... it really speaks a lot... and i learnt a new card spread... known as the Star Spread... haha... lol... so silly...

The Tarot told me though... it is time to make choices... i dunno liao... haha... OH YAH... i will do my best... from the 17th of Dec... i shall start with a list of everything interesting, and for the first time... recognize 10 ppl whom i wished to really see on my birthday... 10 ppl whom i felt made a great difference in my life and 10 ppl that i admire of... sounds like memory files ( like those of ZiJian )

I m realy nuts... ( dun mind me...) Empty Promises is within my middle name... haha... i try lah... i promise

Airy..

2005-11-28T15:05:00.000+08:00

First... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON... ( ok i m late posting it here ).. So HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY... Wish you all the best in everything you do... hehe

Today i sound so airy... i dunno... prac on the clar... and i sound so so airy... ( not too bad... but then it does sound sorta airy ) checked with 3 reeds... i still think i sound slightly airy... shit.. WASBE draws near and i sound funny now... such a letdown from the weekend's beautiful prac... that means i hve to get rid of the element of Air... haha... Air Airy... lol

talked to jocelyn today...and it felt nice... yah... i dunno... maybe cos i m the one talking all the time... it felt bad too...yah... she so quiet... of course she talked... but i admit i talked more... and too much... ( lol ).. nearly managed to send her home... then she ps me... haha... say i go home first... lol...

OGL camp draws near... DEENAR... HAND IN MY FORM... lol... i suppose she will lah... 2 more days... i hve to spend time with com...

I heard that there is band prac this Sat... ( which means i hve to rush from camp to band prac... 1330 - 1400 rush haha... )maybe i shld not go hor... i mean my last day at the camp is this sat... so 3 days from thurs - sat... so sad... maybe i really shld not go... ( but i sound airy )

must prac somemore... erase airy... i m mad..

Needle and Stitch

2005-11-26T21:51:00.000+08:00

Yeah... I got this new thingy from Aunt...

AND... i might end up doing something on cross stitch this coming weeks!!

Today's Prac was rather ok... Xinshuo, Nikki and Winnie were rather taken aback today when they heard music playing from a classroom... yah... it was me... they thought someone left the radio on... ( i was playing rubbish really... just flexing my fingers on my clar... and playing a melancholic tune tht just popped into my head ) Fine... i know i dun sound well... but on a note... i think i sound much better than i was like 6 months ago... and i m more on the faster range now... ( as compared to my past )... haha... i suppose tht wad they say meant tht i m average... but then... i felt i was ok... ;)

My lip hurt (inside part of the lower lip to be excat) too much clar playing... haha... And it was raining so badly today at my side... gosh... i felt so drenched...

Coming Up... MONDAY IS THE LAST DAY FOR SCHOOL!! No more lessons after Monday... WhooHoo... but then Tues till Thurs i hve to intensify prac time... yah... WASBE... haha... and Fri-Sun IS MY OGL CAMP... i m going to feel lonely... ( i need you from Fri-Sun... you must remember to stay with me ).. See my muse so kuai... haha...knows tht he will stay with me... and talk to me ( more like i m talking to myself...)

Wat a nutcase i m ... haha

Giving it All

2005-11-23T23:21:00.000+08:00

How much should you give to a person... be it feelings or work... ( wat a qn )... dun hve answer... haha... something to work the taggy

Perhaps i m superficial recently... been telling people who watched Exorcism Of Emily Rose... tht the 3am thing is sorta like nothing... there is no such thing as ghosts... it is a psychological thing... and i did not watch the movie... so... i m not directly affected like you all r... but... i think you r considered brave liao to watch it... dun mind me... i m just an insufferable brat...

Everything seems to be going to fast for me... too fast... me carn keep up... and me feeling down... confessed to someone tht i hve nvr felt happy for an average of more than 2 hrs... and my longest record was a rare 4 hr ( not going to tell you wat happen )

Birthday Approaching... Yes Yes...and i feel stuck on wht to get for you sharon...

On other news... Sch is busy as usual... with lects and everything... and with Wasbe... which reminds me tht i m at least 1 event late...

here goes... from a sunday memory... SCH had the NIE band performing in it... and inside... i thought i knew only 2 ppl... end up i know 6... 2 from my present band... 1 a brother of a person in the present band... 1 from the present band from the past ( senior )... 1 from the USSS band,brother to someone there... and 1 from my FTP band, my conductor...

Concert was great.. i guess... i was totally taken away...they played in total unison... i esp like... the trumpet soloist... ( who took a solo on himself in some part of the concert )... the clar soloist... the solo flautist and the piccoloist( sp i guess) ... i think they played well ( from wat i heard from their solo ) the whole band did well... totally... i love the way how they played... if only we could play like tht... if only i could play like tht...

( so short )... Classes are ending yeah!!... can prepare for the wasbe... so i shall be kept busy from the start of Dec to the 14 with Wasbe and the upcoming OGL camp... yah... so sorry to jinghao and weijie ... 14-16 oso not free... on the contrary... i might be very free on the 17-22... but then i think i hve to use all the time to finish all the hw... sigh... a lot leh... i give up liao...

Craziest thing tht has happen so far this week... Forgot how to draw a 3x^3 + 9x - 1... which is crazy to me... me F Maths leh... haha...

Siao liao

Sick-FREE

2005-11-16T21:41:00.000+08:00

Yeah... recovered much liao... not much of a fever. which is good... haha... so yeah... feeling better... though yah... voice is still hoarse...

Today was rather boring... and boring stuff can really make you do boring things... cleared all the papers in the cupboard... gave wht i can to my sis... ( gosh and she got this large stack of prelim papers )... suppose tht she can do it one lah.. she so hardworking...

Sigh.. heard a few band peeps went to watch a movie... haha.. wonder how was it...

OH YAH... to Jing Hao... we gotta consider tht thought... hold it... haha... i mean i rather on the chao busy side... haha... so... sorry...

A New Member

2005-11-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

Presenting... JINGHAO...

Yeah... he is in... my kor kor at Upper Serangoon.. I wrote a testi for him... and he is chao cute... yah nice guy... some peeps say we are look a like... lol... he is cuter than me lor...

Today is rather dangerous... i felt like i was so fragile... on a brighter note... PW is finally OVER... and i actually was so active in Physics lect today... ( weird )

Day is rather dangerous... cos i got this stupid flu... and my temp is fluctuating now... btwn 37.5 to 37.8 ... doc was cute yesterday... say tht we must catch the fever before we get it out of control... cos somewhere in July... my temp was 39... and now same symptoms like before... so terrible...

Temp is presently at 37.8 ... feeling so sick... blog a bit ... then i shall think of sleeping...

So sick in the head too... blog and complain away... haha

SICK

2005-11-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

I got the flu... Oooo...and a sore throat... faint... not blogging much... i got a GPF to fill the reinforcement rings... gosh... faint liao... tomolo got phys lect... and a floating chem lecture... and 9 PHYSICS ASSIGNMENTS TO COMPLETE... this hol is not going to be easy man.. sniff...

Totally DOWN

2005-11-13T22:56:00.000+08:00

Arugh... Mr Sniffles decided to catch me... and he caught me... more like i caught him...

Celebrate granddad's bddae today... haha... at straits kitchen... somewhere at Hyatt... and gosh... food was really really really good... and peeps there were rather nice... some captain was funny... saw me cup empty, point it at a waiter and asked him to refill it... haha... i dunno lah... it is their protocol...

It was a buffet... and i saw this guy CHAO look like Harris... yah... except he is fairer a bit...

Must correct Sirui's testi... i was... not m now... i think i suck at it and like very rusty lah... a lot has happened in my past... yeah... and it was good...

Today shall be short... OH YAH... i did a card for Granddad... and i drew this VERY VERY CUTE lao pehpeh... see whether i can upload it anytime soon or not...

Nov is coming to the middle... GPF submission and lots of hol homework... wah...

Dun seem short hor

Silence

2005-11-11T20:56:00.000+08:00

Today was odd... Haha... i had a vision tht something today will result in an impact... haha... i think tonghow is rite... maybe this impact was not meant to be... but it was meant for me... i dunno... suddenly i felt so like think too much on the bus ride home... My secret thoughts ( Got the message? )

Anyways... Today had band prac... yah... Mr Tan got all the stuff for me... yeah so happy... and then he went to help each of us out with the WASBE pieces... me and nikki was like play abit then our minds drifted off... we actually expected mr Tan to come over and help us out.. apparently either a) he think both too pro liao b) i m so terrible... no use to teach me c) Nikki is to help me... haha... dunno lah... maybe he forget...

SightRead 2 pieces today... GOSH... i lost count half way for the first and the best
part was... i was playing like in the middle of the second piece when i found out tht i m at the wrong page... damn funny...

After the prac... cos nikki and jiewen was playing yi shi de mei hao on the piano... compliments to Sirui... ( and i would like the rest of my scores thanks ) i was bending away... so yah... we checked each of our flexiblity... hehe...

Then went to KFC with 9 other ppl from the band... the usual... with winnie, xinshuo
and peiwen... haha... then went all teh way to bugis to walk walk ... haha... and popped over at Tampines Mall... ate some blackcurrent ice kachang... haha and took this chao long bus ride home...

During this bus ride... i tried to sort a lot of stuff in my head... just a lot... yah... my secret thoughts... ( some peeps just know everything... haha )... gosh... it is sorta like yah... too much to think and i think i thought too much until i feel so stupid enough to take kkyz's tip on blogging without a topic... read his blog to find out more... you know where to go...

I wish you were here now... you were nvr around ever since we parted 2 yrs ago... you just keep recurring... and i hve failed you again... i wish i could see you again... ( Dun think too much ok ... )

Wrong

2005-11-10T23:43:00.002+08:00

Wrong

2005-11-10T23:43:00.001+08:00

Wrong

2005-11-10T23:43:00.000+08:00

Something is definitely wrong with me... and gosh i dun know why...

Anyways... i got my hols planned out!...

Besides sch activities and the band thing... i decided to do something else... aiming to learn Yoga... Pilates... Study Methods... and... to SKATE!! yeah... must learn... actually oso feel like learning the cello... haha... it is only feel like... so not very very accurate...

Life sucks actually... other than band prac and classes... i dun feel like got anything to look forward to... OH YAH... now blog on Class BBQ..

Yesterday... was suppose to meet jocelyn first at 1pm.. then i was like 1250 then leave house... LOL.... for the first time... i did not bring a bag... all i brought was HP, wallet,house key... reached at Pasir Ris and idle for 15 mins... then Diane called... say meet her oso... so saw her... praise god... haha... she was not in something tht will give guys a nosebleed... haha... jocelyn end up coming like... 200pm with Sirui? so late...

Took 354 and reached there... Jinwen, YingHui, Calvin,HuiNing, Janice... so literally all the girls arrived... haha... yah... then we went up to the room and they did some unpacking... and then guys start to pour... Yikang, Ping Lon,Wee Yong, Nigel and Weili... haha... and we locked them out... haha... wait until like 15 mins when the girls and I decided to go out and get some stuff... then when we come back.. they locked us out... Walking with Jocelyn, Sirui and Diane has its good and bad...Good thing... cos Diane was wearing this very very very very short shorts and top... we attracted much eyecandy... haha... yah guys looking at her... lol... bad... too much... lol... so funny.. then me and joc and sirui was like 'uh' haha.. went to cheers saw this busker brass quartet... cos i was rather taken aback... they came down from the stage and was shaking joc's hand... and i was running away... LOL... me terrified of scary-looking clown...

Went back... and finally got in... then they all go out and play soccer... and leave me and 4 girls in the house... with JinWen and YingHui downstairs and the 5 of us upstairs in a room... WOOO... dun think too much hor... nothing happen... we just played cards... from bridge to Taiti.. and yah... Janice brought a mahjong set! it was so adorable... so cute... cos it was a mini set... haha... then we set up fire...

15 mins was all it took and a nice little fire was roaring... Diane was rather angry cos the rest of the guys are back liao and they were lazing around... haha... she took a burning charcoal and was like yah... you know.. 'torching' her way.. they came down... and increase the flame size...

The rest of the time was normal bbq.. you know the all the eating... cooking and the charring of food and the rest of the class came ... yah... ... haha... and joc hve to leave so early... along with calvin and yinghui and jinwen... all got some religious thing... so sad...

Rained at 9... haha... and i was dancing in the rain... and skating on the wet slippery floor... skate as you know lah ... not with real skates... haha then left with ronald, Pin Jin, Terence, Yuan Shen and chun leong... talked abit... went silent... cos i suddenly thought of Zi Jian... so sad... he still somewhere out there...

I had weird feelings yesterday... so i felt weird.. haha... and i walked from Serangoon NEL home... so silly... haha...

Today... was boring.. nothing much.. slept from 2pm-630... haha... so rather fresh now... haha... tomolo got band... and watching Exocerism of Emily something... haha yeah... going to be fun...

I m getting sick... must sleep more

OP Presentation

2005-11-07T23:19:00.000+08:00

Thinking Back

2005-11-07T09:13:00.000+08:00

The SORTING HAT HAS SPOKEN... Let us welcome two new additions to the family... Shah Jahan and SKQ are finally in here... ( links are in the Great Hall )... and Derek finally got a link from his name!

Today will most likely be a double posting... OP presentation today... i actually used to think tht i m very very prepared... but then come to think of it... i m very very nervous... i fear tht i will speak out point...

I spoke to someone literally yesterday... yah... it felt as though i was dreaming but i dun feel like i m dreaming... anyways... i was quitting out of OGL camp... then this old man then sat beside me and asked why i wnted to quit... why did i consider quitting.. and since i were to consider this thought... why even take it up in the first place... then i began to rebut like... i dun wnt to see some ppl... he told me tht it is a stupid excuse... and such people are superficial... and to give it a shot... then we talked abt wht would happen in the camp itself... and yah... i finally decided to go... if i m allowed to now... ( how i thought of quitting : Dun submit the damn form )

I consider myself not finishing I & R... so stupid... i suck at my own editting... i cut and cut and paste and paste... and i think my I & R sucked...

Wadever... meeting 3 teams to hve the full rehearsal at 1030... and gosh... it is already 919...

Expect another post tonight... on how terrible i hve done... (but as the old man said to me' You are nvr alone... becos you hve me ')

Wht a great way to stay optismistic... you see things

Ranting

2005-11-06T11:30:00.000+08:00

WARNING : This is Another rant...

I m getting very very very tired of PW.... i dun feel like doing it anymore... AND THANK GOD... IT IS GOING TO BE OVER... my OP presentation will be tomorrow... so ... sigh... hve to talk talk talk talk talk and act confident...

actually i m sick of everything... i m tired... i dun wanna do anything liao

*End of Rant*

ON the brigher Note... SKQ is back.. i face this prob... i feel like putting in your Hufflepuff or Gryffindor... haha... shall settle tht later...

I m done with the blazing blazers YEAH.. no more QM duty until December when i start shifting stuff...

I feel dumb actually... when i was band-ing yesterday... i felt a sense of stupidity riding on me... i dun think i can play well for WASBE... i stare at the score with the running scales... either i screw up 1 note... or sound terrible with the last note... ( for your information... it is a scale from A to high high D on the clar with a C# and a F#... not easy ok... you hve to do Highhigh C# from the high b... clar players shld know i guess )... but more prac you shld get it rite?

I still feel dumb... i m not motivated anymore... i m dead like deadwood... played Harry Potter's Hedwig theme yesterday... and gosh it is nice...

I think i will screw up tomorrow OP... die die die... ( At the very least... i think i shld speak well...)

Flu... i m suffering from Dengue (omg)... i feel so so so so so dead....

End of post i guess... nothing to write liao...

A New Outlook

2005-11-03T10:57:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! i changed my blog temp... yah... Harry Potter Theme...

If you would hve noticed oso... the words are fading... like fading liao... you carn see properly... it is a glitch.. and i dunno how to solve it properly... so i suppose you would just hve to stay with it... until i get my HTML code in check... haha...

Life is getting boring of course... i dunno lah... PW and such...

Went out yesterday!! yeah!! haha... went to Queenstown and saw Shann Yuan, Eunice and Amanda... and gosh ... they changed... and were like oso more astonished when i was not wearing glasses... dunno whether you are reading this... but my specs the screw dropped out... so yah... i had to go blind... haha... i think i look ok ... haha... and Tong How had this screwdriver in the wallet... haha... dun wnt it lah... i dun mind...

went to get a bag... but we did not get it in the end... nikki wnted to sorta like find another one.... so sad

Band this sat... wonder wht we will do...

Oh yah... in case you are wondering around where are my links... you can actually locate them at the end of the sorting song...yup... i sorted a few peeps tht i know of the blog add... and derek... i need yours...

Also... yah... explore a bit.. after all... this is the Marauder's Map... haha

Siao

2005-11-01T18:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the chinese AO paper... one word : failure

I think i will fail tht

Anyways... dun wanna talk abt yesterday... today was really interesting... this is considered as the first day of my hols... ( by right )... literally... i spent it like a hol... slack slack slack slack... getting bored liao... must find something special...

finished the 4th Edition of the OP... suppose my grp knows it by now... must send scripts ok?

i talked to kelvin today... how rare we talk so much... guessed tht he must be really bored haha... or at least by him... he is a nice guy ok.. haha.... my BM

i carn believe it actually... i spoke to kenneth abt fashion... haha... and a few other things... OI 4E3... HVE CLASS GATHERING LEH... ( maybe i shld be more intiative )

Anyways... bets are over... i cancelled all my bets on meals... so sad... maybe shld not hor... i owe someone swensens... she say dun need... someone owe me Pizzahut... i say dun need....

shit i shld hve not refused... i wnt ice cream...

will be very very busy already... die die die

Mad Mad Mad

2005-10-30T15:07:00.000+08:00

WARNING : THIS POST IS MORE OF A RANT... UNLESS YOU WNT TO BE ANNOYED... DUN READ TODAY'S POST...

Finally got the WASBE scores... and gosh... i m playing First CLar... WHY WHY WHY... ( not tht i dun like melody ) it has been sorta like 12 months since i played 1st clar... and i just got accustomed to 3rd clar... and then... shit... i hve to play 1st clar... worse thing is... our best clar player is going to play 3rd... so shit lah!... i prefer him to be 1st or something if i m 1st... so he can help me with the score mah... and then he is 3rd...

WHT is this WASBE..

This is sorta like a JC thingy... i heard abt 14 JCs are going to participate in this major event... the 14 bands ( which most likely mine is the smallest ) will be spilt into 5 major sections... as in 14 bands to 5... and i m with all my clar players... except for 2... so tht is good...

Freak.. i m going to sit with pro players from the other colleges ( assuming tht there is going to be 7-10 1st clars... ) i might hve RJ and SAJ sitting beside me... so shit...

Ok enough with WASBE... we will be playing on the 12th Dec... Prac from 8-10 with the full 'band' ... now pracs are like just getting used to the 5 scores tht each of us are playing

SO now... results... i guess you know as much already... it sucks.... but the sch is intending to clear up syllabus early... so abt 14 days in the month... we hve to go back to sch... ( so shit ) they spaced it out... so it is terrible...

In the month of December... i m offically very very tied down... so ruth... you gotta set tht date sorta like 13-17 ( i hope i can be free but tht is tentative free days )

Due to the many activities tht we are holding... i dun think i can rest much... OGL camp coming soon in dec... so Greek we are...

hve to manage time liao

Not too much of a rant is it?

Curiously Insane ( CI )

2005-10-26T18:09:00.000+08:00

Today get back results ... BDDD C6 B3... Maths C, F Maths Double sci, GP and chinese... terrible leh... must work hard liao..

Boring day.... filled with talks talks talks... me JC is like talk and talk and talk... all different classifications... from Just Passed, Failed, 4 A lvl, TDP+goodgrades... so funny lah... principal talk so much...

had to endure this very very very long talk approx 25 mins in the hall when she was talking abt subjects and our overall... after the already long enough talk during morning assembly...

talk so much for wht... sigh... can summarise to.. ' You all hve to work hard for next yr'

Easier said than done...

I had to turn down a trip to Shanghai thanks to WASBE...shit lah... so sad... feel like going there leh... ( i m torn apart )

Holiday is packed packed packed... yeah... no more attempts of suicide

Inspiration

2005-10-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

Aim for the heavens
Reach for the stars
The sky's the limit

ART... for life... yah... another inspired thought... our life is full of art... from the colourful sky... to the trends of fashion and style... yah... i find tht inspirational... even though ART has nothing to do with the words

Life seems fine though... everything seems to be ok... ( other than i was late )... yah... i found out tht i m very 'valued' in the class... Other than being a diary ( living reminder ) an irritating bee ( buzzing for the latest news ) a counsellor ( i was told deadly secrets ) and a sickening gong-gong... haha.. i m so valued in the class...

I carn take the silence... i wanna scream... and cry and cry and cry.. and scream and scream ( sounds like a tantrum ) just crapping here... i just had this feeling tht i will still fail everything...

BTW... i got this very cheesy line... ' Today has been better than yesterday, and tomorrow will be better than today' it is very inspring... yet it is like so corny... i dun really like it...

Any inspirational lines to wake a living corpse? Email me or tag it... seriously

shld go and watch corpse bride...

Betrayal

2005-10-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

I came across this word... i feel so angry... cos i know i m like tht... and i dun like to be like tht... and the thing is... like they say ' what goes around comes around ' yup i m getting this same bad karma...

i shall hve to cleanse myself... my heart is nicely infront... so emotional over this stupid event... AAAH... dun think abt it...

Anyways... today we had this silly palette prog... i noticed something very intersting... until very recently... i noticed tht ppl are avoiding me... i just have this sense tht tells me all the time tht i m avoided... i.e. people talk to me abt shop... ( get it... something on wht... events... stuff... ) i dunno... so shit...DO I EAT PPL... so funny... I EAT PPL... I M A CANNIBAL... give me a break..

i dun like being left alone... i wnt pplp to be talking to me... ARUGH... my sense of being left alone... ( i m so crappy today )

Dying

2005-10-07T11:52:00.000+08:00

I m so so so so so so dead! i dun think i can make it pass F Maths... lol... i think i will fail literally!!... i dunno... technically... i finished 2 full qns.. 7 half qns and these half qns are really half... and i dunno wht i m doing ( which is bad ) how how how how!!! i m so dead.. dad is like scolding me.. mum not talking to me liao.. i m so dead laH!

on brighter news... i suddenly had this thought tht i might pass GP... ( dun put your hopes too high... ) all i need is to pass GP... and then i can promote liao... with a pass in Maths c and chinese..... but then if i fail GP... i need to pass 2 subs properly... Maths can pass.. physics?? haha... Chem and F Maths are like goners... die... next yr no more 4As.. better drop one...

tht is not too bright is it?

Failure

2005-10-06T14:06:00.000+08:00

I am such a failure... i guess tht i might not be able to be promoted ( cross fingers ) i dunno it is just tht i think tht i failed GP... and then yah... i think i failed chem today... it was a total blank... totally blank... i was speechless... i spent so much time remembering concepts and the worst part... i began studying for chem ages ago... ( wht is wrong with me! ) i failed chem... and i think i failed physics... oh gosh... maths better dun fail... F Maths better pass... ARUGH... i wnt everything to pass... i must be considered as promoted properly... as long as it is a passing grade!!...

I m such a failure at everything... such a failure... shi bai...

Feeling moody...

2005-10-04T00:09:00.000+08:00

IT HAS BEEN SO LONG... must learn to be devoted to be blogging everyday... anyways things are going haywired... i dunno wht to say actually... why arh... haha

Promos are here! GP and chinese passed and now maths c... so stupid i felt i was... i mean i think i written shit for chinese compo... on the brighter note... i feel tht my compre is not bad...

GP...for wht i know... i m the only one tht did on the Frailty, thy name of woman... lets see... i wrote on the strengths of women... giving examples of them being very strong... so silly rite... haha.. i think i will fail lah... but i think i did myself justice for the compre ( everytime i have this good feeling... it usually turns out bad ) haha...

Then i slacked and slacked and slacked...

Missing Zijian ever since i last saw him.. ( hey i m broadcasting this... lol ) some china guy tht is one great pal... ( i guess he was my pal... ) but then yah... great classmate... great guy... standing at abt 170... big heart with a cool face... haha... so gay rite... i mean yah missing for a guy... wrote him a poem ( and i m proud of it ) so rare i write poetry for guys... and considering the time span i had... ( actually i spent like a few hrs ) but then.. haha it is ok lah... not too shabby... reflected my feelings... and wrote him a letter... and another one tht is save with me... so one with him and one with me... haha... lol... Destiny must bring us again... S3 MIsses you!!..

Project Work is putting a strain on me liao... i carn take it lah... so stupid WR have to rewrite and rewrite... submitted draft 3 today with JinWen and YingHui... lol... our dear couple hor... is so sweet with each other... so mushy!! please lor... dun do tht infront of me... can get jealous you know... then i red-face... haha... embarassing... but then.. it is still sweet...

Linking from there... i did not know tht missing someone... or even liking someone can be so painful... so torturous... and everything... haha... go on and guess... i dunno who is tht person...

Anyways... FINALLY... i got something done rite... i gained 3 kg... and my weight is safely at 50kg... and feeling happy abt it...

Willing to help... if there is anyone out there needing help... like... any help... haha... as long as i can help...

I m not linking my paragraphs... oh no... GP failure thank you very much...

Lets see... this month... i vaguely remember tht i know of 3 frens bd dae... Kenneth, Liting and KangLi... happy birthday beforehand ( i know it is early for Liting and Kenneth)

Dun think anyone checks here everday... anyways... just telling you guys tht have like so much time on your hands... i hve created a secret blog... somewhere in the blogging realm... there is another site tht i hve spilled my inner thoughts... my inner mind... my inner heart... ( scandalous... kenneth lai finally spilled his secrets ) doubt you can find it anyways... not a single bit of me tht you usually see is there... ( alterego...) i carn password my blog see... someone must teach me...

Facing financial crisis presently... must solve tht prob soon... haha... ( it is only going be like for 2 weeks ) i need to get someone something... and sleep early today... if not i fall asleep during maths...

I so suck at vectors and trigo... God must help me... Athena must bless me... Hecate must do something abt this darkness in my head... haha... make it blank... lol

I dun link... i need to go through a linking workshop...

Hay-Wired

2005-08-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

Brain is getting very very funny... been hving very weird dreams and hving weird experiences.. making me do extremely weird things... shall not elaborate...

brain damage only a matter time.. lol... must take it in my stride...

WR!! Tackle Tackle

Irritated

2005-08-24T21:33:00.000+08:00

I dun care... i m going to get it off my chest whether you ppl like it or not... I HATE THE COUNCIL... tht is rite... i hate... HATE HATE.. the council... stupid council... i dunno... either you r over enthu or ( no offense )... one of the worse batch of councilors tht i m hve seen... ( i hve seen lots of student bodies ) ( the president and some others are some tht i m rather pleased with ) i dun care... some idiots are in the council... ( not mentioning names... sorry to those tht i did not mean to slander) Let me explain myself

1) In light of promos... and with an immense load of homework... stupid council dun think properly go and make students do posters for each sub tutor... CARN YOU SEE THT ALL THE TUTORS HVE A FORM CLASS... JUST MAKE ONE FOR THE FORM TEACHER ! alternatively.... ( if you wnt all the sub tutors in...) MAKE ONE GIANT POSTER!

2) Morning Assembly... Parade Commander take too long... some councilors act big on the podium... raising flag oso got prob... ( i really dun mind leh.. give me some time... i will teach you properly how to raise the flag...) sometimes so slow... sometimes so fast... ( however i m still pleased with some ppl... they are wht i call good parade commanders as well as flag raisers)

3) Trying to act big... i m disgusted... absolutely... totally... so much tht i dun wnt to elaborate...

All in all.. no... i m not trying to say anything... just expressing and exercising my right of freedom of speech.. and hey... they said tht anything unhappy must say out rite... i carn keep it bottled... i m fed up enough already.

On the bery bery bright side... i hve cleared 3/4s of the stockcheck... all by myself... i so rock as a single QM... lol

Sad Sad Sad

2005-08-17T23:16:00.000+08:00

I think for me... the most depressing is when i keep getting scolded... was scolded by Mr Teh...( not really a scolding... but then it is a reprimand ) Stockcheck was slightly unsuccessful due to an incomplete list... and now... i hve 4 boxes of flutes missing... even tht wonderful.. with a piccolo and a tuba... he was like.. you hve to go and find out where are the instruments... sigh... another thing to do on my list... as though my list is not long like tht... QM life sucks... without an AQM... dunno where he die...

Maths tuts are getting undone... was very irritated by dee... no offense... but when i m irritated... you must understand... you got do does not mean i got do... pile of work is building... PW is shit... WR is done draft 1... thanks to my project work team... again...

See everytime i come here i keep ranting and ranting... sigh... relationships oso getting probs... i dunno lah... i m getting very very distant... reflected a lot... found out how lonely i m presently... i hve to get through myself dun i... is it not sad... i hve no one to talk to... more like to i refuse to talk to anyone... getting scolded everyday... teachers are scolding me... aaaahhh... stress...

rant rant rant... depressing rants... something more happier...

I FINALY RELEARNT THE FLUTE...

and got scolded ... cos he say tht i need to impose rule tht cannot borrow instruments out of section... but then he did not continue... just tell me nicely... haha... i might do tht.. but then i dunno... smirks...

CL is like telling i m acting cute... lol... Chinese rocks with Mr Goh... must make a nice poster for him... bias hor...

POSTERS... shit... 25th Aug is nearing

Othello play... yeah... it is going to rock rock rock... lets see how excellent the EP can portray this wonderous play. .......

hve to do work liao

Long Enough

2005-08-17T00:34:00.000+08:00

It has been a while... as usual... tht kenneth rants here... so lets start...

National Day Celebrations...
Definitely one of the most interesting events... the rehearsals were terrible... why? cos the contingent dun seem to hve a sense of musicality... so terrible... march wrong and repeat and repeat... and then the first person... tht NPCC i guess... march oso the hand wrong... so shit... jw and charlene were losing their cool during rehearsals...
The day itself was memorable... when we begun the celebrations with the NPCC walk-in... it was beginning to drizzle... and when we played the march... it was RAINING... council could not do anything rite? so we played in the rain... jarren still come and tell me romantic... lol... after the very wet march... we ran inside... QMs and Gracia were like fretting over ' CLEAN DRY YOUR INSTRUMENTS! ' so yah.. it was passing of toilet paper in the band room as everyone dries up...and then we had the J2 farewell kinda thing...
Followed a few of them to kbox... had sushi... and it was really good... jasmine and others have great voices... and i did not sing... haha... lol... then after tht everyone sorta disbanded... andi felt so left out... went to the library and borrow books and lugged 3 books to the steamboat resturant... great dinner with everyone.. yah... took photos... not too bad a day... though yah i felt sad...

Definitely I-Learn
took place on the 11/8 ... was one of the 'best' things college has done for us... everyone was complaining on monday... cannot do this and tht... teachers seemed vague in instructions and online assessments were not working well for some ppl... so... in short.. i felt tht it was a failure... parents also find it so... lol... no more comments... so sick over it...

you know wht is miraculous for me... i hve slept a total of 4 hrs for 2 days... 2 days average 2 hrs... very nuts right... carn blame me wht.. tuts so many... and then still got WR... i felt tht i m very very bossy to my team... gave them orders to wht they are to be doing... felt tht i shld hve left it to them to decide... cannot everything go my way rite? i m so bossy!!... evil me...

i feel sad now... i hve been failing everything... is this a sign? maybe i shld hve dropped a subject... study stress? i dunno... List of Assignments so long... getting so tired of doing... i wish someone will alleviate my pain for me... it hurts... and it is getting depressing... rarely tht i m happy hor...

though one thing tht made me so happy was my survey... i did a survey with the teachers and i had 40% responding... very happy liao... expected less... i was so estastic tht i was smiling the whole day... was so happy... happiness lasts short...now sad... making myself happy with cranberry juice... SO SWEET... haha

Sick...

2005-07-23T15:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday... began the day with ' i dun wanna go to sch' arrived at school... everything seems fine... until principal made a long speech... and then i felt giddy... CT told me sit down... said i looked very pale and i shld go to the sick bay...then i refused... lol... and then went to classroom... everything seemed fine again... until... yah i started to get very very feverish... 5 girls were so nice... haha... keep checking with me whether i m ok or not... then they say i got fever... lol... then i walked around... and then felt so tired... sat on the stairs... went for physics prac and pop goes the weasel... i was on the verge of collapsing... and i popped rite at physics... feverish... and i slept on the lab table... phys teacher was like ' you unwell?' and let me take assignment home to finish so nice... went to sick bay ... slept for like 1 hr... and then felt better... but i skipped like 2 lectures... i m so dead... lol... went for GP tut... was feeling like siao... i need to go home... GP teacher also show concern... so nice

arrived home... check temp... it was like 39.8.... mum said when sis come back, sis take me see doc... lol... then she started to use ice-pack watever to cool me down... worked... brought temp to like 38.6 then it went back up to 39.8... went to see doc... temp there was so cold... brought my temp to 39.4 when he checked... asked me whether i wnt a jab... aiyo i dun wnt... so painful... he was like it is ok... haha... then he gave med and everything

called CT tht i m not going to parents day... cos i m sick... haha... and then he told mum tht dun stress me so much... lol... he was so nice... mum said tht it was cos i dun hve enough sleep... so... yah... i must work hard now... lol... finish tut and then go to sleep... dun waste time...

did not go to band today... dunno wht happen... miss band... and yah... i miss school suddenly... still dun really feel well... body aching... and it is like wah lau... temp is now 37.5 ... dropping slowly... i slept like 10 hrs yesterday... maybe mum was rite.. i m sick cos i did not sleep enough... ok ok ... lol... still rather sick... shld sleep more... haha...

someone update me of wht is going in sch... thanks

Even Worse

2005-07-20T20:09:00.000+08:00

Today was a celebration for SRJCian Day... A day where we are to be sorta like letting our hair down...lol... amazing race was ok... ( i suck at leading )

i m going to make this short... i hve practically nothing to say... other than yah... depression...( so sick of reading this everyday) and had a talk... i m so a loner... yah i m speaking rubbish now.... pretend i did not say anything

i passed GP... so happy...

Ignorance is Bliss

2005-07-17T20:08:00.000+08:00

I wished i did not know my results... who cares... it is over already... so nice of those who tried to sorta get me out of there... feeling sorta getting over and be done with... ( talk abt a long time to get over it)

will be staying back in college i guess... maybe on mon and thurs... parents suddenly dun like the idea... lol... dunno why lah...

homework is so piling piling piling... maybe i shld drop one A sub... maybe maybe...

Short hor... lol... cos i m feeling better... threw away 1 penknife today...

Happy Birthday

2005-07-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

Yoz... Happy Birthday Nikki... a few of us celebrated his bddae today after band... haha... rather a surprise to him... ( see so short... ) it was great yah... i think he enjoyed it

Thanks Jocelyn... if not cos of you i would hve slept the entire lecture... and i mean yah the entire maths lecture...

i dunno how many ppl is going to read this... maybe from my class... maybe from peeps i know... but then... i think i shall spill the beans... i m presently extremely emotionally unstable... maybe i dun appear like tht... but yah... i m... totally... i m a wreak.. total wreak... life is upside down... and i dunno what it wrong... is it with the world or does it lie with me... everyone seems to be avoiding me... be it in real life or virtually... i dunno... i seemed to be ostracized just like overnight...

i need emotional support... i need a shoulder tht i m willing to cry on... i need someone tht i can trust entirely... too many probs... wanna let it out... struggling inside... I seriously dun want sympathy... someone tht is willing to be a listening ear... ( talk abt me being so picky )

Shocky Shocky

2005-07-10T21:10:00.000+08:00

Today... went out with derrick... lol... went to walk walk with him at the esplanade... nice lor... the atmosphere was ok.... not too bad... went walking around... and he keep talking abt his 'darling' ... things tht she and him had done... lol...

Went to pick up Nikki's present... something not to extravagant... lol... nikki... if you r readin this...then you better dun know anything... lol.... dunno whether you r reading this...

felt funny though... lol... walking with derrick and then he had his dinner... i dunno why... i feel funny... maybe cos usually i m in company of girls.. lol... dunno lah... usually see him in grp mah...

Anyways... interestingly... he is so static today... when i accidently brush against him... i will get a slight shock... haha... i need a lesson on static...

Saw this wonderful book... Dan Brown's Sacred something... wow... 32 something... must make it my mark this bd dae..

Anyways... I got a C presently already... so sad... F Maths C... so sad... later i cannot get my As... i die..

Got EoM to finish... sigh sigh sigh... and tht stupid Gauss Jordan... i hate it so so so so so much...

Depression is slightly over... cos funny feeling took over... haha... saw charlene at the train station... damn funny... with a guy still leh... haha... 'betraying'... no lah PW... then i hve to help her with something... lol...

Tag leh...

Paranoid And Depressed

2005-07-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

I m so low now... as in... feelings low... dunno why... class and cca dun seem to be going my way ( well i know tat it does not always) but then... yah... cca dun seem to be as fun as i thought it used to be... though... i must really agree the main reason i m staying in band was becos of a great bunch of people i know there... yah... i suck at playing ... i know myself... Jack of All Trades, Master of none...

Anyways... The Common Test was over 2 days ago... ending with F Maths... ( i must it was the easiest paper i ever saw) but that did not mean tt i m going to hve my A... mind block at a few qns... and i m going to fail confirm...

Physics was a goner.. as expected... not doing well in it... gosh.. my first F

Chem... was so sad... i thought tht i could score... apparently i doubt so... i think another F

Maths C... another Easy paper.. but again... i m going to fail...

Chinese... another ok paper... but i m going to fail...

i m a total failure... i m going to be up on the board for the last 100 in sch...

Depressed enough... apparently even better i m feeling sick... feverish...tat is like the best... went out with a few classmates to celebrate someone's bddae... Happy Bddae Sirui ( dunno whether you r reading this)... you hve been one of the best treasurers i know... haha... yah... great fren... good natured...

ON brighter news... i m presently Head QM... and my predecessors are the best... the first thing they did was to tell me wht i was supposed to do... and my Asst is not there.. sigh... i think i might one man show again... haha.. yah do it myself... used to do it myself... was AQM for 1 yr in sec and then i moved up to QM in less than 4 weeks... QM was lazy... haha.. i carn tolerate tht... tht is why i carn tolerate myself.

Anyways.... yah... i feel suicidal... researching on suicide... reasons for it and how to do it... tat is the best rite? i mean yah... nothing better to understand my prob... Sad...

Still life has to go on... maybe i shall write another silly 10 liner another time... poetry in other words might be in the next post...

I m going to fail... if i dun get at least 3 passes... and a B/C for maths... and B/C for chem... i might really consider dying... ( gosh tht is my extent of paranoidness) ( i had a vision tht i failed everything with a D in nearly everything... i m so dead... dreams are getting scary these days)

Long Enough

2005-06-29T23:17:00.000+08:00

Yah... totally i hve a lot to blog...

- Pre- U Sem
- Holidays Scarydays
- Common test..

Ok... Due to the oncoming common test... i shall skip the previous two... but... not to worry... i will post the other two... yah... give me time... got pics to upload...

First... GP and Maths C today... yah... tell you... it was terrible... esp for GP... Lets see... i pondered on a few.. yah... and decided on the topic of 'traditional definition of the family is no longer relevant today' Gosh... i think i wrote out of point... I wrote abt dual-income families... single parent families... homo families... househusbands... totally out of point... going to fail it ... again... sigh...

Maths C was a bright note... yah... but I SPENT TOO MUCH TIME.. it was fairly easy i guess... careless here and there... and mind block... Qn 4... Summation... HOW COULD I FORGET!!! die already... there goes 9 out of 75 and my A... ( i will even scream if i passed)

Chinese tomolo... chinese tutor seem to hve either a lot of hope in me... or just think tht i m a clown... ( was smiling to himself when he was reading my answer to a class test not too long ago)... on the brighter note... i got an A for my gan xiang... tht is nice rite... my first A in 5 yrs.. haha... Mr Goh is so nice... must work hard...

Phys and Chem and F maths no hope... hve to mug... hve to memorise 14 diagrams and near 20 definitions for my chem... shit lah... how how how... die die die...

Chinese oral next tues... going to die for tht too...and the prelim oral tomolo... scared tht i will stubble... die die die...

not very optismistic of the common test m i...? haha... wadever...

Impulses

2005-05-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

Negativity is flowing once more through my veins... lots of it... just found out tht i hve so many dangerous ppl around me... Jeremy, ChunLeong, Nigel, Jin Wen and the like... tht means... i hve to work even harder now... total slacker presently lah...

Brighter news... apparently i hve not been doing so well... but then... doing rather fine with my F Maths... yah... amazing... chem was terrible... but then i passed.. though i doubt tht i was in the top 5... phys dun hve to say... confirm not in... but then ... another phys test coming up on tues... GP... aiyo.. cannot make it ... at least chinese is doing fine... yes... why m i rambling all these... cos my lecture tests are out... ( dun sound so bright )

Next Week : Chem, Phys, F Maths ... how wonderful... must tackle you 3 first... GP test as well.. chinese... dunno where lah... ( F Maths not much a test... though i hve set a test ( just doing some tuts) )

Brighter News... i had a SPA today... was either praised or 'insulted' by mr cox... i did something out of the ordinary... we had to balance the ruler on suspended ends of the retort stands... and to check whether my ruler was balanced... i used a 50g weight ( you know tht circle thingy mass ) yah.. balanced it... to check for whether the ruler is horizontal... if it is not... then the balanced mass will be moving.. phys teacher smiled at me and said 'Very Good' and ' Very smart of you' sounds nice hor? haha... maybe it was a praise... anomolous results... i repeat the wrong one... repeated the correct ones... so smart of me... sigh sigh sigh... careless... careless...

Oh yah... i forgot.. there is a new girl in the class... yes... Janice... from NY.. and she is in my grp... yah... another pally person... so nice... another fren....

Even Brighter news ( Light bulbs bursts )... when i was thinking tht my PW grp was the slowest without an idea for the GPP... today... we became the fastest... yes... thanks to Yi Kang, Ping Lon and Ying Hui... if it was not cos of you ppl.. i can never finish draft of GPP draft 1... and our grp is now ahead of the pack ( reminds me of my grps in sec 2 and 3 always competing with SJ for speed ) which is good.. so if mr anuar got anything to say... then we can change ASAP... and make up for time... yah.. tht is good...

Miss Derek, Kenneth and pals and ruth...yah... miss you guys... shall be seeing derek on mon... hope to see you guys soon though... ( and i believe tht it would be real soon)

oh yah... i forgot to add at physics... i suddenly become so enthu durin phys class... answering and all tht... mr cox rox mah...

Sucky

2005-05-10T19:02:00.000+08:00

I need lots of insipration... totally... make me happy...

Today was one of the worst days i felt in my life... totally... after i screwed up my chem paper ( which is suppose to be damn good)... i screwed up GP too... though it is just like a class test thingy...it still hurts... GP was most likely due to chem....

HOW COULD I BE SO CARELESS... already proven tht CaO was in excess and i still put it as my limting reagent... ( damn smart lor) there goes one entire qn... and then still got one qn leave blank.. oso damn smart... wasted time on another qn...

GP was better... due to my sadness and me being so reproachful from Chem... it suffered... i did not even know whether i m writing the correct thing... die... mrs tan going to scold me again...

Physics was fine though... i m liking it a little more... ( tht is nice )

F Maths was another terrible day... must buck up...

Pre-U Sem... must finish tht presentation today.. if not Ronald scream...

and Wht is wrong wit Anoymous going with deenar.. haha...

Stress Stress Stress... Die...

Negativity

2005-05-05T22:11:00.000+08:00

Feel damn sad lor... Band Got Silver...yah... Hui MIn was crying and Jiewen was too... feel damn damn damn sad... and depressed... nearly cried but then was cheered up by nikki and kayheng... haha... yah... play soka, tht Heineken ad with the flutes... and then Blue Ridge Saga... haha... and Concert pieces again with Nikki and KayHeng... made me happier... and i played clar 1 part... and gosh... it was TERRIBLE...haha... cheryl was like thinking whether i played like tht during the SYF... haha... of course not lah... i was playing clar 3 mah...

Doubt anyone missed me in class today... maybe just wonderin how come i m not in class tht is all... haha... and btw... Jeremy, if you r reading this... and tht was sweet of you... saying tht you wnt me in your grp... ( first time i felt loved, jking jking)

Then... i hve to catch up... with work and everything... one day of no sch and i m suffering already... die die die... lucky got deenar... hey girl... without you... my hw life is completely poofed... you r my lifesaver... and my hermione... and ronald is hermione junior... haha...

So... yah... with a grp of ppl behind me... supporting me... who knows... i might actually survive... haha... yah... thanks to you guys totally... peeps like jeremy... ronald... deenar... my 3 lifesavers...

come to think of it... i wnt my PW grp to hve Jeremy, Deenar and Ronald... haha... however... tht would mean tht we hve a clash... Deenar doing something like me... and Jeremy and Ronald doing task 1 ( not sure with Jeremy but i think it is task 1) hhaa... thanks dudes...

and ofcourse derek and kkyz... chat pals... haha... they totally destress me... totally...

still feel sad... and freaked out with PW and GP... deenar has been telling me tht i m very very pessimistic... well... i hve my reasons... expectations is not easy to hit you know...worst still i m a CT rep... so it is heavier... and i m very veyr tensed up lor...

not only tht now... i hve another thing tht is to be on my head... band elections.. SL/ASL, treasurer, BM/ABM, QM/AQM, Librarian, Secretary, Student Conductor... gosh.. the stress is on...i tell you... i confirm carn get in one lor... huimin dun really like me... haha...feel left out today... ( but tht is my life... and still considering whether i shld quit band or not...)

whtever.. life sucks anyways

Expectations

2005-05-04T20:53:00.000+08:00

One thing tht i carn really take... expectations... With the silvery outlook of the performing Arts at SRJC... there is totally a need for something to shine... Band has to shine... no matter wht teachers have been telling us that the medal meant nothing to them... it was just the teamwork that they see was enough... and all we needed was to do our best... ( are you feeling wht i m feeling? was the band sounding terrible to them? ) Well... the stress is on... and i really want a gold... which will mean... i have to be careful tomolo...

and guess wht... ruth... Your JC... is before us... I must really praise the system... we are btwn RJC and SAJC... 2 colleges that hve been getting gold throughout and not only that... they are one of the top 5 bands in Singapore at JC lvl... IT IS STRESS..

and not only that... apparently one of my teachers emailed me something regarding her subject... and told me that she is expecting a distinction... well... i dunno whether i m up to it... i mean.. look at my situation now... i m tht desperate... coping with my 4As and 2 AOs is no mean feat... and i m practically sandwiched btwn GP and Chinese... and Chem and Phys and F Maths... Phys esp... i m totally not coping with it...

and i m so tht terrible in time management... despite my tight schedule... i still come online to chat... GOSH ... sin sin sin ... must really manage my time... and who knows... i might get tht Distinction... ( or perhaps teacher was just telling me to work harder to avoid a fail)

on the brighter note... band is getting on well... nice tone and everything... totally... really wnting tht gold... and i hve taken near 60 pics on my phone... yeah!!... now must delete... if not no more space... hehe...

and now... to get back to life...

SYF and Stress

2005-05-01T15:25:00.000+08:00

4 days to SYF... to tht dreaded and anticipated Thurs ( sounds contradictory...) Yah... and tension is rising... fast... yah... but it will blow... i think it did...

i suck totally... hey 3rd clars... if you r reading this.... i m going to say sorry... totally... you play better than me and you dun get to play the solos... i mean like... it is not my fault lah... mr tan just said tht cos i m sitting in the middle... if you wnt it... you can come and tell me... i m willing to switch with you... i just feel like you all like so angry to me like tht... i m being over sensitive here but... yah... if you guys are hating me... tell me lor... just give it to me frank... if the other J2s in the clars are unhappy with me... tell me... then i know where i stand and i can leave asap...

ok... talk abt feeling terrible... whtever... i m terrible... prac for another hr today... and now so tired... my reed at home is going to spoil anytime... looks like it is seasoned... but tht means... its lifetime is nearly over... gosh gosh gosh....

Enough with the band.... with schwork now.... SUCKS... i dread sch... i dunno why... hw load is really getting on me... i m trying my best to cope and juggle... gosh i feel so damn stressed... esp with F Maths... not tht i m uncomfortable with the speed... but it is the qns... and my numb skull... yah i m a dumbass ok... tht carn get my stuff done out rite... not only tht... my physics is dead too... and my brain is totally poofed...

Yesterday had to go back for prac... yah... it sounded not so good at the start... but then... it is nicer in the end... yah... really... it sounded so nice... College was up next... then i had to wear this formal looking thingy... and then... went for college day helpout with charlene, kelvin, nikki, jie wen,jasmine and kay heng... followed by dinner at Macs at HLM... yah... then i send Jie Wen home... ( ok.. not considered...) and we were like singing Jericho in our different parts.. only thing is... we lacked a flute, percussion and the tuba... haha... and we had to take over... either whistle or sing... and we made a racket on the way to HLM... haha... was so funny

now so tired... lips tired... at least i can play a Decent Bar F now.... :)

Sucky Week

2005-04-26T21:29:00.000+08:00

This week is going to be sucky and i m not liking it...

1) Band Tomorrow and Fri and Sat all until 630pm,730pm,530pm respectively
2) Pre-U Seminar on Thurs until 645pm
3) College Day Help-Out Thurs until 645pm ( Clash) and Sat 5pm ( Clash)

Sucks i tell you...

esp timetable is going for 530pm for mon tues and thurs... rattle rattle rattle...

hw load is killing me... F Maths (9) and F Maths (10)... must bring the tutorial tomolo...

4As sucks...

on brighter news... i fell deeply in love with physics... for just 15mins and then i went back hating it...

chem is getting more and more fun...

F Maths more and more complex...

Chinese is Fun Fun Fun...

GP is ... Seminary...

and P.E.? sucks sucks sucks... I did 4 chin-ups and i was so happy tht i passed

and i got a new hp! haha... with camera... rather not so new model... but otherwise... i m so happy... ( photos taken rather dark dunno wht i can do abt it)

getting very very dreary... and sick... and tired... i dunno whether i can go on...

the next thing i need is a organiser... or some spell to create another me to help me with my work...

Rattling

2005-04-18T18:36:00.000+08:00

Cool... long time hor... nothing to blog mah...

so... wht to talk... first... i m back in 4As... in S3... ( maybe i already said tht)

So... lets begin with life...

Bottomline: Life sucks

F Maths hve been fine... with me running for tutorials... and me doing it ( surprising hor) and me going mary poppins al the time... and... no offense... i sometimes tend to drop dead during lectures and tutorials... and i found an effective way to keep me awake... Mentos... and i heard it reduces sperm count... who cares anyways... not as though i wnt a kid like now...

and it works wonders... i pop in like 6 a day to keep me working throughout... ( although i did drop dead in physics... cos i ran out of mentos) but then... fries is no.2 ...

why in the world m i talking all these... oh yah... something interesting... i m CT rep.. is it not wonderful... i m chairman or whtsoever... and i shall motivate my sub reps to do their job... ( and they are the best... so hardworking) and me... just being as crappy as ever ( i dun even make sense lor)

so... cut the story short.... lets begin with my very very first day as a 4 A student with tutorials ( yes it is true this is the first, SR is slow)

began off with PW... and me doing more depth in my thinking for my task... ( come to think of it, my task details are rather empty... need to think more) and mr anuar went on with branching out ideas ( good one though... i need to branch and see)

GP was followed up next... deenar disappeared for like 15 mins... and my GP teacher was wondering whether her GP rep got kidnapped... lol... then she began listing lots of things all concerns to the GP rep... and poor deenar... haha... lots of stuff to do... which reminds me tht S3 bring 10 bucks for GP... 40 if you hve not paid the treasurer

PE was a low affair... just lots of expectations... nothing much

F Maths (2)... calculus... lets see... nothing much lah... just somethings tht we hve learnt in Sec 4... just tht it is more depth and more difficult.. and complex...

Chinese was up... and my chinese teacher was ok... really... though not really inspired but then yah.. he can make me work...

F Maths (1) ... Graphs... more hyperbola and crap tht i hve lost my head in... and i need to find it back... read again...

F Maths (1) Tutorial... a review to Induction and sums tht we all got lost in..

Chem Tutorial... first times with miss cheng... went on with long list for her sub rep... and even got list of stuff to do still... so he can read when he go home... lol

F Maths (2) tutorial... just 3-D... and 3-D and mr ow sat in ... and i did a list of grping in my class in record time of 2 mins... really i was tht 'slow' i find it fast lah...i mean 25 peeps...

and tht was the long day... i ended like 1730...

I practically gasped at my timetable... 3 out of 5 days until 1730... and SYF prac is out... aaaahhhh.... stress for the next 3 weeks... tomolo only can be back by like... 2030? yah... band prac until like 1930... and weizhen took my barrel... ( she better replace it asap... if not i get scolded i blame her... haha.. not so bad lah...

sigh... so stress....i think ruth is worse... ( tell me it is worse and i will honestly feel much happier)

Rainy Weather

2005-04-06T18:43:00.000+08:00

This mnth has been the most siao month... i m wet again... wet weather all day..

and i lent my umbrella to Janice and Xinsuo... ( i m so nice )

Back in my combi... but then... i m S3... sigh.. i wnt my S1 name back... on the brighter note.. deenar is in my class... so i m not alone... and wih some ppl i know in the class... looks like it is not going to be hard in talking and mixing with them... lol...

so... yah... band prac... desmond chow did not come... so... haha... felt lighter... but then not feeling well.. yes... i think i hve a sore throat... felt terrible in the morning... sigh sigh sigh...

Cranky Computer

2005-03-29T21:05:00.000+08:00

Gosh, yesterday come back so late... end up not enough energy to blog... haha... oso something wrong with my internet... haha... so for 2days...

28th March

Today… the finally day, the grand finale... the end of orientation... basically... It was good... totally... yah...

Station games... everything tht we hve played in the first orientation... lol... copycat... haha... but then... This bunch of freshmen totally rock... haha... hard to explain why... But then... they rock all the same...

Lets see… we had mass dance... and everything... like photo taking... etc...but I think... only the fiesta night was cool...

Instead of a campfire... we just had the entire thing in the hall... haha... yah pl performance yadayadayada and hydro was cool... the hydro pls went to impersonate something sorta like the sch.. And then... someone when to copy the style of our student development head... haha... mr tan was laughing away when he saw someone impersonating him... tht guy really good lor... everything like mr tan... ( other than size tht is) Inferno pls did something like music... But using cans and 2 dustbin… like those recycling thingys... Aura did ponderalla... something like the Cinderella... except the fact tht you use a guy for the girl and you hve the glove instead for the shoe... lol...Cosmo did cyndi wong’s aini...and was so funny.. William was running around… being chased by a girl...( something like tht girl was to be crazy over him haha... Maybe she was already...) Mistral... Life’s a beginning I think… a song from Anatasia... yes tht very very very nice show... it was just like classical dancing...

And we did not get to do mass dance... Boo hoo...

Met lots of ppl from my pri sch... xiaoling, bryan, yuan hong...( ok not many… ) and still got other ppl lah... haha... gosh... again after 4 yrs... Suck...

Anyways... today was a fun day... and I m happy... not just becos tht this entire thing Is over... But the fact tht... It was a totally cool day...

29th March

Today... sample lecture day... haha... yah... went for f maths and the like ... nothing much really... My OG tutor is really funny... and I had to handle the silly badges tht some ppl did not take cos they did not come... not my fault lor... who ask them to absent themselves...

Today was rather boring... totally...

haha... yah... terrible posts...

anyways... something is wrong with internet.... dunno know wht in the world is wrong with my laptop... shit ....

Sunshine

2005-03-24T22:48:00.000+08:00

Cool... i m feeling better now...

Thanks to all tht responded to my call for help...

In no order of Merit.. ( those not mentioned... just tht you did not noticed lah... no harm done... really)

Ruth, Kenneth, Wei Jian, Shixian, Deenar, Derek

OGL... Part 1

2005-03-24T21:27:00.000+08:00

For the past two days... ( ok wrong yesterday and today)... i was an OGL... ( Orientation Group Leader) and... totally... it was sorta cool... but sorta suck...

Day One : Confusion ( Again )...

Everyone in my OG is dead... totally... began the day with boring boring 2 hr talks... from Philip... Principal... and HODs... so everyone was then dead liao... Conducted icebreakers... but then ... the ice has turned to premafrost... it was tht thick the ice... until i had to be shouting to get attention ( demerit points there) at least they said their names... and all tht... taught cheers... and shouted again ( more demerits)

Yah it was tht boring... totally... if i was a freshman... i would hve just died there... and go for appeal... not bad... after 1330 when the appeal began... half the OG left... haha... good for them...

College dance once up next... yah... not bad lah... at least we finished the dance... so... cool... OGLs were so cool... dancing here and there... haha... and shouting... and the OG Session with Mr Ng... haha... he rox man... haha...

yup... there goes day one...

Day 2 : Ice Melted a bit

Began the day... with... a 5 min talk abt academic timetable.. haha... as though we dunno how to read like tht... then mass dance... and i stood on the platform... cool... i was up there... not on the stage... just on table... at the side of the hall... haha... and i was up there... dancing... so freshman at the back can see me... ( but they were focusing on the councillors and not me...) tht was like so disrespectful... i was so mad... was rather angry liao lor... when one freshman asked me... why are we standing up here blocking their view of the councillor... i was so angry... tht if i did not notice heeru was there... i would hve screamed... tht's right... SCREAM... yes... scold her until she cry for all i care ( more demerit points)

College tour... ( OGL debrief... Heeru was very very angry with it) was average... Boot did the talking... apparently the freshman are taking sides now... they go to her... not me... i dun talk... she talks... yah... 4-5 guys were flirting with her... asking her stupid qns... and when i answer they say ' not asking you lor' i tell you... my emotions were getting the better of me... i was going to break down soon lor... at least on the brighter note... i was like... forget it... life is like tht... at least we did not make any mistakes... boot was not really happy of me being rather dead... i think...

And... the confusion... council did not expect tht when we collected orientation packages after the college tour... we would take this slow... sigh sigh sigh... so... everything was pulled back... a lot... end up i did not do college dance (cry)... took hartasha and sara and deenar around college again... and was just chatting with them...until we went back for dismissal..

sounds rather boring... but today was cool... cos i get to get some attention ( ok maybe not)... not feeling good on one point... just cut myself... was nearly slashing myself to induce pain... yah... was depressed ( one way of me reliving depression ) but then.. i was just scratching myself until i sorta bleed... yah... sigh... dun ask me why i m doing this...

Sounds terrible is it not... for an OGL to be like tht... maygelai was telling me abt tht... sigh...

Miss S1... miss so many ppl... wondering whether is it wrong to hve feelings for someone...

Must go band this sat... sigh sigh sigh.. better go...

Sandy Beach!

2005-03-19T19:59:00.000+08:00

Today... Hydro OGL outing...

Cool... we began meeting at Harbourfront to go to sentosa... and yanli brought this volleyball... haha... so... we r going to play volleyball i guess... and only 7 ppl turn up at 10am...

Proceeded to sentosa... bianca brought a cake to celebrate ivan's bd... haha... and pearly bought her coffee... ( as usual)... and something went wrong... bianca went so freakin high... haha... like saying 'Oi, kim ann, your gf ah?' ( referring to a girl behind a muscle guy) but then... we mistook it for the muscle guy and we were like laughing and laughing and laughing....

Suppose to be taking a blue bus to Fort Siloso...but then... we took a blue bus... and we were laughing abt it again ( cos we made a silly mistake)... and bianca mistook tht triceratops for a rhinoceros... haha... laugh so hard again...

( notice her name pop up so many times... she was really mad high)

Anyways... we went to some beach... ( oh shoot i forgot where...) some wan beach... i forgot the name... and then andrew carried bianca and threw her into the water... haha.. we all laughed at it... and then andrew began pushing everyone in the water... haha... even me... i miss one... but then got hit... oh shit... i was so drenched in salt water ( the water was so salty)... haha... end up we sat in the water for like... 15 mins... then we began to look for kayaks... and we walked so far... just to find out tht we went the wrong way... haha... abandoned the idea...and played volleyball... aiyo... we keep getting the ball... like... we carn continue... haha...

then... 3 other ppl come... yeah.... haha... and we threw ivan into the water ( he just came see)... haha... then play around.... taiti and bridge... and all tht.. haha.. then cut cake eat cake... and then... wash up... and bianca got thrown into the water again... haha

then... i left them... went to kovan... sigh... sharon not going to pats... so i dun go... talk abt the power of influence.... haha... walked around heartland mall... trying to find something for pats... dunno lah... sharon hve to go with me...

come home... so bored... haha... did not sleep... but then just laze around... sigh sigh sigh....

wht a boring ending to an exciting start

Movie Day... again...

2005-03-17T20:12:00.000+08:00

Today... was a band outing... shucks... shld hve went for the Ogl thingy instead... went to watch a cheesy show... son of the mask... god it was cheesy... the last part esp... advice... dun watch... haha... actually oso nothing nice to watch recently... other than spongebob squarepants... haha... really... i wanna watch it someday...

boring lah... today... went out with band ppl... and watched movie... ok ok ... it is not very very very boring...

i feel bad now... cos i will be going out on Sat... and not going for band prac... feeling really bad... must prac tomolo...

tomolo... i m not going anywhere.. must finish every tutorial and begin physics revision.... god... my physics is rusting...

Something Stupid

2005-03-16T20:31:00.000+08:00

Post No. 107!...

I was so silly today, i went to check on the no. of posts i hve ever since i reopened this blog on the 13/7/2004... haha.... so silly rite... ( cos tht silly counter was not working in the main page)

anyways... today... WE PAINTED OUR FLAG!... so happy already... haha... it was a Hydro and a whale... might post a pic of it... when dad comes home... so i can bring digi cam... haha... then i put it here ok? ( oh shit... i told you my OG grp...) nvm nvm ...

did mass dance and college dance like 5 times each? haha.. Bianca was going on and on with the college dance... come to think of it... she dances well with Thomas... ( a very very shuai guy from Mistral) haha... and... we r organizing a outing for her on Sat... so sweet of us... her eyes so small today haha...

and... yah... band was ok... si jun was so nice today... ok maybe not... i was picked upon so many times... feel bad... hehe... must prac at home already... all the tonguing etc. etc.

another boring post... so... lets put something special...something indifferent...

ok i lost track to wht i wanna say...

and someone tell me wht time is tomolo's outing ( praise elune... no one in my OG knows my blog... how to tell me leh)

NEW TEMPLATE!

2005-03-14T21:26:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! this is a new temp... with thanks to the girl ( i think) who created this very very cute penguin temp... ( ok ppl... dun complain liao ok...) not much of a scrolling prob here... it is only the clicking part... yah... so... yah!! very very cute rite...

ok... OGL Camp...

Day 1 : The Confusion
It was a bright and sunny day... everyone coming in... Mr Anuar was like... eating beancurd? haha... was talking to him for like 10 mins... before i leave for the registering... Thought tht at least some one i know is in my OG... sigh... no one tht i can talk to.. then... i found out... I FORGOT MY CONSENT FORM... Maygelai ( Student Councillor ) was going on and on and on... and then she went to ask... hve to go and get it... and my family councillor is... Bianca and Sony... anyways... cos i did not bring... i had to move to one side... and Bianca came over and said i was already flirting with the girls of other sectors.... So bad... sigh... but... bianca is really cute ... ( no i m not hving funny ideas abt her) so enthu...

After a very very very very very quick talk... abt the OGL camp in overall... we went to bunks to put bags... and returned to the hall for mass dance... a revision... for the starting...

We had icebreakers ( shall not elaborate on tht )... Blanket, Monkey and Banana... and Chop Chilli Chop Chilli...and a game of concetration with us being animals... ( no saying you know... we had an action for each animal we were) and one was a humming bird to eagle... ( god tht was so funny)

Lunch was sick ( and so was dinner ) and after i had a quick lunch... i had to fly home to get my form... ( so sick... why carn the teachers call and ask... then dun hve to fly here and there ) and wht i missed? the identity and the flag discussion... and then station games... ( alright... it is the same... )

Then... the very very sick dinner... and the college dance... Mark was going on and on... now can remember liao haha...

after so much activity... I STINK!!!... had to rush to the toilet to bathe... ( can you imagine like 40 boys to 3 showers... and goodness... queue so long... hve to run to the toilet...

and then supper... and talking to poh loong and Charmaine...

Sleep was terrible... ( i did sleep in the end... after reflecting wht a boring day it was)

Day 2 : Anticipated Event... AMAZING RACE...

After breakfast and mass dance part 2... we had the amazing race... it was really amazing... our grp began off from college to this odd odd odd place known as Joo Chiat CC... god... i did not even know tht it existed... so wulu wulu... carn even get directions rite... well we managed to get there... and... after 45 mins... ( the race began at 945)sigh... and we had to drink this odd odd concotion of some bittergourd juice with baked beans... disgusting... but i MANAGED TO CHEW ON THE BEANS...sigh... oh yah... reason why... cos... we had to answer a qn.. Which sch is nearest to the CC... and i gave Tanjong katong... but then after thinking abt it... CHIJ Katong Convent seems closer... but the team decided to choose CHIJ... and we had to do a forfeit for getting the qn wrong...

and then from there we had to travel across the island to.... Raffles place area... to find the Singapore river... at the river... we had to find some statue with 3 cats...run along Singapore river just to find it....

From there ... we flew to Harbourfront... ( not bad ok it is near clarke quay)to answer a qn on... Wht time does the Cable Car Terminal closes... 11pm

and then... we had to go to toa payoh park to answer... Which JC is nearest here... Catholic...

oh yah... main reason we could go so fast ( we completed station 2,3,4 in 4 hrs...) ( began 945... reached joo chiat at 1030, reached raffles at 1115) ( from there... 1130--1400, station 2-3-4 and lunch) thanks to my leader...PEARLY!! yes yes yes.... our clues were in form of photos... we had to think of where is the place where the photo is taken and she was like ' Oh i know this place...' so smart

anyways... last stop... was at...Pasir Ris...gave up anyways... by the time we went there it was already like... 1530? from toa payoh... so... we went to buy something for bianca... knowing tht she is sick... and she is craving for chocs... something to brighten her day... haha... so sweet rite my grp... anyways... at pasir ris park at 1530... and then Kavee ( Councillor i/c) called us to come back... and reached college at 1700... sigh... so beat liao... then they still did mass games... played blob... and blow wind blow... and fire on the mountain...

then dinner ( which was pathetic compared to mac lunch, offense)and then... Walk-In... i tell you... god... it was like so difficult... our grp did something so complicated... but in the end... we still did it all the same... yah... so united... but then... some ppl... like so bossy lor... ( no offense)

and ended tht at 2315... so late.. hve to rush to bathe again... and then sleep

Day 3: The Pack Up

Mass dance(totally) and college dance in the morn... before we broke off to clear the campsites... haha... and we did walk in oso... haha...

so lame of me to write all these... but... aiyo... nothing to say already... haha
( Feeling sick now... no more voice..)

2005-03-07T19:45:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... ok... new taggy... but it does not seem to be agreeing with me... and i m hving probs now... control emotions... everyone seems to be leaving me... and... yah... i think complaints to my blog will be coming soon.... so... with effect from tomolo... my blog will be closed down for repairs... yes... until it agrees with me... and agree with ppl... like a nicer template... cut all those silly scrolling here and there...

so... yah

closed from repairs... Until... i think After the March Hols... on the 23rd of March... got tht? good

2005-03-05T08:40:00.000+08:00

Goodness.... been quite a while tht i last blogged... ok ok ... so i shall begin on...

O Lvl result...
Haha... Prelim
English -- B4
Chinese -- B3 ( June Os)
Chemistry -- A2
Physics -- B3
A Maths -- B3
E Maths -- A1
Com Human -- C6

O lvl
English -- B4
Chinese -- B3 ( June Os)
Chemistry -- B3
Physics -- B3
A Maths -- A2
E Maths -- A2
Com Human -- A2

Unexpected though this Os... i mean... i wnted an A1 for E maths.. and i got A2!!! aaaahhh... and com human... goodness... i never expected....

Next... Pre-U Seminar...
Identified to be a very honourable event... students this yr from the 17 junior colleges will come together and discuss abt our nation's issues...as well as the issues of the rest of the world...

30... only 30 students will be chosen from each college to represent the sch in this congregation. Jurong Junior College will be hosting this event... and students will stay somewhere in some NTU hostel...

Anyways... SR did the same... and... yah... of course... a lot of ppl took the form...but during the Wed audition... haha... only 4 came.. 3 from my class ( including me) and then some girl tht is a fren of a person in my class... yah.. my CT's fren... haha...and since we were only a group of 4... the 5 teachers doing teh audition decided tht we shall do impromptu...

They asked qns ... they were... ' Would you wnt your future child to hve the same habits as you' and we talked and talked... and i talked no sense... and then ' Wht is your favourite movie genre and why? ' dunno wht happen... we managed to talk talk talk and talk to the point of 'Paranormal Activity... why do you think we are so intrigued by it' and basically... i think i just talked no sense.. no link... no logic... so... expected tht i will not get in... ( results will be out sometime after march hols)

And... Band...

Hazel is leaving... NNNOOOOO.... Kelvin and Charlene... they are leaving too... ( so sweet they are the love birds in my section in case you wanna know) and... only Xinsuo is staying... and i thought tht i could pick up the oboe... apparently some idiot beat me to it... (oh no... i just remembered tht i borrowed something from someone and i was to return it today... aaahhh shit... sorry carol)

MOE sucks i tell you... their server has been down down down... bless their souls tht they hve extended it... good good good

and.... class gathering at 1230... haha... and we hve to bring food... i think i shall bring like 3 packs of chips? haha... dunno wht to bring lah... ( maybe i will be blogging on this soon as well)

in the mean time... i hve decided to take up 4 As.... yes i can do tht.. in SR... and i shall take a risk... and put physics inside... ( the college better give me a good and funny teacher... if not i shall tear their record apart)

2005-02-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

Today was one of those days tht i felt so free... went visiting to places with frens ( yes it is my first time)

Arrived at 900 at ang mo kio due to a mistake ( i thought i would hve reached there at 915 ) thought tht someone would be there... but then... sigh... it was only abt 935 tht someone came... skq and fab... then paul came... and pl and wills... and siwei ( who came at a whooping 1000 ) ...

then... we took a bus ride to Mrs yong's house... when we sat down... the first thing tht happened was... mrs yong has this super interesting tray... tht can be opened and close... ( shaped like a flower... and there is a top thing... you press down... and the compartments will open) siwei was like... wow... and she start playing with it... and wills too... and we went on talking abt tht niangao tht mrs yong use to press down the top whether it was rubber or the real thing... then while all these were going on... mrs yong came with this tray or goodies... and siwei went on eating and eating ... and leaving crumbs everywhere... ( talk abt a messy eater ) and paul kept eating pistachos... haha dun know why... and then... we talked to mrs yong... yah nothing fun right...

took a cab after mrs yong's house to ianling's house... went there in 2 cabs... 4-3... reached there... and ... see ppl play mahjong... haha... and ianling was questioning abt me with my bag ( keep asking me wht in the world was i fiddling with in my bag... haha) and... saw jiewen.... and some girl tht i dun know... well... then chi kon came with his big 1.5 litre bottle... after walking from toa payoh to pl's house area to ianling's... oh yah... her sisters were cool... exactly like ianling... anyways... paul learnt how to play mahjong liao... haha... oh yah... siwei decided tht since we are not going to go anywhere for 2 hrs ( we thought tht pl's house and her house will not be free with parents until 3 pm ( time was 1330 ) ) she decided to call on everyone see whose house is free... call kkyz... haha.. cos she felt so odd tht i was here and kkyz was not... she has this kenneth there on her hp... ' hello, kenneth ah? siwei ah..you kenneth wht ah... oh kenneth khoo haha sorry wrong no. haha... happy new yr' and skq gave her the no. ( honestly i went odd... i mean... haha... kkyz will understand) 'huh... cannot come ah..? nvm... bye'... and deanne dropped by to ask ianling how to go to orchard by bus... haha

moved on to pl's house ( after arguing whether they shld come to my place since it is so near right ) go there... and... play mahjong... oh yah... then siwei fell and wills help her.. at pl's house... i felt this strong feeling tht wills and siwei will come together in the end... and siwei laughed... played mahjong for like... 1 hr? and... chi kon gave tips on fengshui ( oooo, tips tips)... and he finished the bottle

went on to siwei's house... parents were so sweet... and wills went on talking abt how the bagua tasted so nice... mr and mrs tan then say wht the bagua they make one... and siwei helped step on it to mesh the meat paste... and wills nearly believed it... haha... and moved again to ang mo kio to pick up salman and sj and fab ( who left us after ianling's cos he got gathering) and i lost my mp3... pouch... and sj backed out last min... so sad... well then we went on...

to... mrs ng's house... we got so lost... know add but dun know how to go.. haha... got there... with mrs ng so prominent in a pink blouse... and... ate agar there... so cute... so many shapes... and there is longan inside... haha... her kids were running around though... and we just talked btwn ourselves... feel bad though... but mrs ng was like happy tht we came... so nice... and... we kept eating.... she said tht she entertained 4 batches... we being the last one... cool... she has students tht are Ph.d in training... and one masters... ooooo

and we ended tht 9 hr journey... from 1000-1900 siao... parents went ok... ( seemed they took it quite well haha ok lah) and i blogged something nearly interesting but rather boring... oh yah... on with dressing!!

today... siwei was in this tank top with some transparent straps... haha... pink ... and white pants... and the guys were in shirts and jeans... just like me...

I feel odd today... this is the first time i do such a thing... and i wnt to do it again... haha... gonna miss siwei... leaving soon... boo hoo hoo... haha

2005-01-30T08:57:00.000+08:00

Lets hve a long post today... I WILL TRY MY BEST OK....

List of items we shall hve for today:
- Band Camp
- Wed Band Prac
- Fri Speech ( damn lame i m considering whether i should strike this out)
- Sat Chingay Thing
- Sat Band Prac

( i just noticed tht majority i keep talking abt band)

Ok ok ok... so...

1) Band Camp...
Actually practically... we began our ice-breaking session at 7pm last thurs... where we played Concentration, treasure hunt, H2O and nothing else.... then.... on Fri we had band prac... and then came... lunch ( very pathetic) and prac and dinner ( also very pathetic)Reason: we had vegetables... with ginger cooked along ok ok ok... then... came the climax of the camp... A NIGHT WALK...

Basically... According to them... the walk will be carried out with all the lights switched off... then... wht you will get is... darkness... and those light sticks on the ground...and... you follow them... we were then held together ( all the J1s) in Lt2 and going like... whoa... so dark like tht... i mean... the LT lights were off... and they were telling us a wonderful story of a girl who killed herself after hours in LT4 when she was on the seventh row and seventh sit ( who had brought me to my point of which ... majority of the time i was at LT4.. i was sitting on the 7th row and 7th sit... how very wonderful... and while waiting for me to leave the LT to embark on the walk... i was doing palm-reading and studying abt stars with 2 girls and 2 guys and... i learnt more abt the stars and characteristics of constellations from one of the guys present... haha... more like interaction time already... Wht was very sick was... suddenly this J2 girl came in wobbly... saying wht she saw something 'dirty'... and then... it brought to a conclusion to a few ppl... tht... the sch hve ghosts roaming around... wht makes it more sick was.... they even said tht block a was haunted... and the 2 girls were scared... and i began telling them tht this could be a hoax... and we began amongst ourselves ways of telling whether one person was lying.... haha... and then... yah... tht was all... then... ppl began to leave one by one to the darkness of the NIGHT...

Actually basically... this is wht you will get to see... in the night walk... Due to the exit lights still functioning... it was not very scary at all... we began... through a walk in the aquarium where you get 2 seniors screaming at you ( or was it the other way round... cos at the end everyone had a different experience there) then you walk up steps to the band room... where 3 'ghosts will come up... to brisk you off to a room.. in the band room... where you gotta count the no. of letters on the rule 10 board.. haha...and play mary had a little lamb on the piano... ( tell you the truth... they said tht they hve the score there... but... i carn find it .... so i play my version of it...and they let me through...) then... you continue your walk through a classroom and walk towards the lib... and.... you get someone running to you... and screaming .... god it was ok... and then you walk to the backdoor of LT4... a pity though... when i went in... those J2s were talking... so spoil the fun.... anyways... on the seventh row... you will get someone suddenly standing up... and when you reach the bottom of LT4... someone will throw a soccer ball on you... and bless his soul... he hit my head... and then... you make your way out... through a door... where some one will be standing there ( the trick is... you open the door wide wide.. and the door will hit tht person's nose...)... ok ok ... then you continue walking now... to the garden... where the light sticks begin to fade.... and then... you walk into LT5... you gotta walk up to the stage... where some guy will go 'boooo' and you continue walking... to the backstage... where a girl will suddenly stand up and scream at her high pitch... wavin her silly hp... haha... and then... you make your way outta there... and you go up the LT again... and then... SADAKO CAME... cool... tht J2 was so cool... she looked so much like sadako... haha... and then you make your way outta there... and end the night walk by entering to the backdoor of LT1... and recollect there...

suddenly the climax was not there... haha... ok ok ok... then it was over... we slept like at 3am... at Block a... and i distinctly saw someone there... goodness.. they said tht it was nothing... and i slept there... god... nothing happened anyways.. and then sat came... and like... nothing wrong.. just band prac...

Ok ok ok... so tht was band camp...now... for a short para on Wed's band prac... it was nothing much.... though... i found it 'so enriching' ... we brushed up on techniques... like breathing... and all tht... lame... but then... in the end... we played singapore rhapsody... so not too bad...

Fri Speech... with my GP teacher... also nothing much... carn be bothered to elaborate... ( in any case.. it is so lame tht i dun wanna even talk abt it)

So... finally we reached CHINGAY!! The parade of dreams... this yr... we motivators are getting hot pink shirts.. so we can be noticeable in the crowd... goodness... we spent like... near 45 mins talking abt the situation... and all tht... i mean... qualities.. and the sector and QRF ( quick response force ) ( those ppl in QRF will be running around like aides... like for ex. if someone requires manpower in tht sector.... we hve to run there) haha... and i m in... goodness... and... then.. we had ice-breaking... my memory bank is good... but then... when we played wacko... it was sad... i did not response as fast... and i had to do a forfeit... to sing the sch song... goodness... i need to readjust my sound... and... in the end of tht 4 hr session.. we learnt a dance... ( freakin lame) very very lame... but.. we had fun... and i made a fren... named.. erika... haha... ok ok ok... very lack of guys there mah... and div is inside

Talk abt a lame lame life

2005-01-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

very tired... shall blog on band camp tomolo... after i finish those irritating tutorials...

2005-01-15T16:00:00.000+08:00

'Err, hello ? Kenneth right? ok ok ok i tell you hor... tomolo got band prac at the music room at 830 am... can you make it? ok... then i see you there' Tht was the call i received yesterday... well whoever you r... remember to leave you name...

OK... so today... i went for band prac... was there... at 745.. with only one girl there... then... as the J2s file in... i was like an alien... they began to like ask me to go in... to the music room... so... i go in lor... and ppl went with..' who is he?' and ' J1 so early?' and the very very first person to intro herself... was a girl named Janice... identified as a sweet girl, she plays the 2nd clar... ( how very wonderful)... then the second... she just said hi... and asked which sch.. and everything... and then... she did not give me her name ( but tht girl was known as Yong Jun ( i remember her as Bae Yong Jun) ) and a girl named carol came in... and pulled me... and a guy ( shit i forgot his name) to the gallery ( the main stand) and sat there... trying to struck a conversation... ( one thing abt carol... she looks so cute!!... ) and there... we sat there for like 15 mins? b4 the rest came in... and the briefing... ( due to the sun) changed the venue to the squash court... a very tall and tanned guy named liang shi then began taking our names and emails... and hp no. ( he is also very cute... he and carol make a very good pair)

and... we played ice-breakers... Si Jun ( our SL) played concentration, after the rest of us intro ... interesting names... yah and shall not bore you with them, but... everything was like... cool... we managed to remember everything... and then... SL was so nice... to buy us drinks... haha... it was only 15 mins there... and then we moved to the concourse... where Kurui ( our BM) played a game known as wht Squirrels and the Trees... where by everyone can be either tree of squirrel... and then get themselves into familys of 3... 2 trees and 1 squirrel... with 'Earthquake'( everyone has to change partners) 'Forest Fire' ( only trees run) 'Hunter' ( only squirrels run) and 2 rules tht each family must be a mix of guys and girls and J1 and J2... so very very siao... we hve to find here and there... and if we carn make it... hve to do forfeit... and... only in the end... a forfeit was carried out ... for the sax section.... haha... some banana dance...

after tht... a game of H2O was in session... ppl get into groups of 3 where the middle is O and the sides are H... and then... there is a catcher... and a runner... runner has to just run... and change... but becoming H... and the excess runs... then... it just goes on... and the thing is... with everyone being O and H... it is possible to just be killed like tht... if you were caught when you r runner... you take over the job of the catcher.. ( sounds complicated when i put down in words)

pass the bottle was after tht... a message is put in the bottle... and... it is very very much like pass the box... got music and everything... but... one forfeit was damn gross... ' Do 10 pushups on top of a person of your same gender' and it was a malay guy who kinda got it... and then... yah... he got Kurui underneath him...!! god tht was like so gay... i mean when you go down... haha... it is like kissing... and your body on him thing... and Kurui was just protecting himself haha... damn funny... we took pics... so... if i get them... maybe i can try to post it up... then... some flute girl did a pole dance.. using SL as a pole... ( yah my SL) he is a guy.. haha.. so it was also funny... but when the pole here... there is a squabble btwn who shld be the pole... both Liang Shi and Si Jun were thin and tall... haha... so... oh nvm...

and then we took instruments... i dun like the case... it is a very tattered case... but.. the clar is fine... and... the score was siao... ( maybe cos i dun know how to play lah) the guy beside me... kelvin from Gan Eng Seng... ( another of the cute league) got lost in Jericho... as i just moved on( i play before mah) but then... i sorta carn play from the 4th page... i dun know why... and then we hve to play wht Singapore Rhapsody... well... prac makes perfect...

and the end of the band prac... at 1238... and then... we had news tht we hve a band camp coming up... this thurs...till sat... i dun feel like going lor... overnight thing... and like... god i prefer my bed to a sleeping bag...

i just finished Chem homework... but then... i think i made lots of errors... and i give up...

wht a long boring post... shld hve asked carol for the pics...

2005-01-14T18:49:00.000+08:00

Today... we had our class thingy... like sorting ( finally) into our classes... and ... i m presently in 1S01... ( sounds very very strong right) but... it is the combi thingy... ( from wht i know... i hve no ppl tht i know there... other than a guy named kenny... and tht 5 ppl there take my combi with the rest going for 4 As... ) and my appeal was very successful... thanks mr tan... he is so sweet... yah yah yah

And so... i m in a class with students taking F, C and chem... ( F and C refers to the maths ) 5 mind you... and the rest take a physics... so my timetable is rather mixed up... i mean i hve a lot of free periods in btwn... but... no matter... i shall just burn them away... my f maths teacher is my CT though.. haha... but then... i hve decided to just join the physics class... ( maybe it might be a bad idea) ok no... i shall stick to my combi... then burn the rest of the time away... tutorials will only start next week ( week4) sigh...

Went back to FTPSS today... cool... fabian grown much taller... looks like another chi kon to me... his height i mean.... and kishore seemed to hve grown wider... ( haha) ok ok... and hartasha... her hair looks very very funny... dun look like her... she said she rebonded ( i think again)... and penny, aldis, derek, simin, gillian... were all there... at the interchange...

then... we went to the sch blah blah blah... and spent some time talking to teachers... they giving advice... we asking qns... and mdm prema looks slightly better ... maybe not... and everyone was so fine... and tired... and end up... i dun even consider tht as a CCA orientation round 2... but nevertheless.. it was ok.. and mr logan rounded up with the election...

oh yah... everyone seemed to hve grown taller... ( i think i mentioned tht)

nothin very special... other than i screamed at FTP... and mr yew was there... god... he had no response... very nice man hor...

another thing was... there was a chem hw... and i found out how useless... i m... how terrible... need to sort my stuff up... and my thinking...

i feel so scared... i dun wanna be alone... again...

2005-01-12T20:08:00.000+08:00

Sigh... 3 days of lectures hve passed... i made my sub combi selection, appealed for F maths ( dun know whether it was very very successful) but... oh forget tht...

today was like the most boring day... had twice the periods for F maths... ( it is boring listening to the same thing you hve heard over and over again) but tht is ok lah... then got GP... just taking down notes on essay types... and then wht is the most boring thing tht happen today was the Chingay talk... some raymond guy came for a 45 mins talk on tht event... saying wht ... they need motivators... for the event... ( you know those ppl standing infront of audience at the NDP) he was appealing for ppl to join and made the point tht we were the only JC he was appealing too.. haha... 1000 ppl ... i like to see whether he can make up the no.

Anyways... today was CCA orientation... and like... wow... CCAs go here and there... like despo... but not like very despo... went for the band... ( there were 2 male clars there) and... yah... i joined the band.. and for the second intake as OGL and council...

IT was like rioting there ppl screaming and running abt... most popular CCAs included Council, ICS, ELDS and Drama and basketball... everyone crowding there... i find the worst CCA item put up was MCS... goodness... someone get the mike off tht singer.. my ears hurt... there was the dance team... talk abt energy... they are all so hyper and goood at dancing... and that was cool...

very short hor... haha... today was so boring until i slept for a freakin 3 hrs... and very very tired... haha... but... i blogged ok...

and i m serious considering on the motivators stuff... thanks to influence from SJ haha...

2005-01-08T16:09:00.000+08:00

Changed my temp...

firstly... no music.....
secondly... thanks to whoever created this
thirdly... i might create one in the far future...
fourthly... the tag is fine i think
fifthly... i m beat.. no more changing or blogging today...

i just said a lot of crap...

2005-01-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

Ok... to all... sorry abt the music...

so... i will be changing my temp on Sat... and no posts will be on until Sat 8pm...

so... dun hve to check lah... reconstruction

2005-01-05T21:51:00.000+08:00

Today was the Last Day of Orientation... well... *sniff* all good things must come to an end...

-- Morning 730-800

It began a very wet and cold day... college started at like... 735... after anthem all tht... we went to the hall...

Had a subject talk by the HOD of Student Development ( SRJC's reimproved Discipline Committee) He just kept talking abt the time table we had... ( a very interesting one though... we get to get lectures of different subs... so we can make our sub combi next tues)

Then... it was 815 there... then we went on with the cheer thingys....

Then... it was some break... then... there was the fun!!

Station 1... On the bench ( i call it)

This is really fun... there is only 2 benches... and... 20 ppl is to stand on the bench... the thing is... space is cramp... then... the game ic... is supposed to call for something... like... rearrangement from height... shortest front... then... we must rearrange ourselves... WITHOUT getting off the bench... and this was funny... cos i was infront... and behind me... was near 6 girls... cos i was at the end... i was like... nearly tripping and all tht and they were holding on and forcing me in... felt funny... i never had girls holding my hands... and someone behind asking whether she could put her hands on my shoulders... ( odd i tell you...) esp when i had to move back... they said tht i must be hving a good time?

Station 2... Vert Hori Squares ( i called it)

Another fun game... we had to like... ONLY select 2 ppl... and our opposing team..( yes... i forgot to mention tht since we had 40 groups... we had to compete each other) and 2 from their side... then... the 4 had to stand on one of the near 25 squares on the fall... going clockwise... a player goes '1,2,3' and they can choose to either jump or stay in their spot... and tht player... is the killer for tht round... as... if he/she jumps and an opposing player is vertically or horizontally to he/she... tht opposing player dies... and is off the game... and the game is over when one side's players are both eliminated..

Station 3... Water Mime

We had to first... fill packets of water as a race... tht means.. empty packet, you run to pail fill packet... run back and forth... and... ppl tie it up... then... you get one team member to be blindfolded... and... you set the water packets within a designated area... after tht... your blindfolded player... goes to the opposing player's field... to step... your goal.. to get tht blind person... to step on every bomb... the thing is... we had to scream the instructions.. and our blinded girl... was so misled until she actually walked out of the field... haha

Station 4: Captain Ball

No need to explain lah hor

Station 5 : ABC Land...

there are like 21 X 2 seats... one set of 21 seats with... A-T and the other from 1-21 ... there are two balls... so... one is to pass within the no. and the other within the letters... teams choose either nos. or letters.. cool... passing i like...

Station 6: Scissors Paper Stone...

A very very very wet butt game... there are 10 chairs in a line... and on the chairs... there is corn starch mixed with water... Team members are to form a line... and... move along the chairs to get to the other side... and the other move too... so... it is like... one move from east to west... and the other west to east... you get to the other side... you get 1 pt for the team... and if you bump into a person ... you play the scissors paper stone... you win... you go on... you lose... you go back... and the thing funny abt this is... you got to prepare ppl to sit on the first seat of movement for your team... so.. you prevent opponents to get there... ONLY one person of each team can be on the chairs... fun... and very butt wetting... a rule though... everyone must get wet...

Station 7: Dodgeball!! ( Waist-Down)

Same thing... though there is 5 spongeballs... and you got to hit waist down... haha... your team in the area... and opponent on boundary ready to strike... haha

Station 8 : Dog and bone...

Using only 10 players on your side... the game ic was to call a no. ( you gotta no. urself 1-10 ) Then... you hve to get a soap tht is in the middle... when your no. is called... when you hold the soap you r vulnerable... cos... ppl can touch you... they touch you, you r out...

Station 9: ( Something end up we did not do) Fishing Sweets...

We gotta run though a maze ( just like a little obstacle ) and stick our heads in a pail of cornstarch water mixture to fish a sweet... return to your starting and drop the sweet... end up... we did not do...

A wash up was followed and then... dinnner... bolongese ( sp here) spagetthi and vege and a fish roll

Before we had a campfire ( which we thought it was scheduled) we had a drizzle... then like.. dampened spirits... after all... no campfire... but then... we just cheered the hall... and... the rain just stopped

We then had a campfire... and performances from our PL ( Peer Leaders) and dances... i mean like... music was played... and we just go up and dance... wow... it was good ... self intiative though... you can go up... ( though student council was not very happy... cos they scared we get too close to the fire...) and... ' Let's get it Started' ( our mass dance song ) was played in the end... with OGLs and Student council going up to dance... wnted to join in though... ( i remembered all the steps)

Well... sorta like short right... very very exciting day.. Div was not around... well sub talks starting again tomolo... and... lectures are coming up...

goody lectures...

Oh yah... asking for your comments here...
Given options... you hve to answer which combi would you choose ( with GP and Chinese AO included)

a) C Maths, Chem, Econs
b) C Maths, Chem, Bio
c) C Maths, F Maths, Chem
d) C Maths, F Maths, Econs

I m rather blur now lor... so i ask opinion... yah? thanks ...

2005-01-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

Today is the FIRST DAY!! SRJC is cool and ... a pity... slightly over enthu...

1) I got this very very very cute teddy-bear looking OGFL ( Orientation Group Family Leader) the head i.e. The Daddy... So cute... and the thing is... he looks so much like a dad...

2) Presently... i m in Inferno... and praise the Lord... when the cheers came... everyone... screamed... ( for one i was startled ... i dun like noise)... but it showed lots of team-spirit...

We had some icebreakers... and totally it was ice... so quiet... until we had to move to another group... and the spirit was more brighter...

3) The School is huge by the way

4) Miss Thiang reminds me of Mrs Tan... going ' Hello Dear' and the like... a GP teacher... and a Lit one too... kinda like the type tht many guys would like...

5) we had to do some college dance... and... i had to hold a girl's hand.. it was odd... the chemistry was dead... ( maybe it works with someone else) ..

You might find tht my post is rather short... honestly... i carn put my feelings to words... so... i simplified my stuff... and... i m tired... hey... i came home at wht 2130... ( after going to the hospital)

But... The most Memorable one was...

The morning... everyone was very enthu... and then the national anthem... and... some guy talking at the PA system... and... i carn hear... how wonderful... it was so chalky... and ppl was talking... and... i met Div( odd name yah?) and Weiru... one was TK and the other from Boardrick... and a few others... yup..

Totally... it is short...

2005-01-02T17:25:00.000+08:00

Tomolo is the First Day of sch... Whoa... i suddenly feel extremely excited.... Alright... nothing to really be excited abt right?

Anyways... will be leaving home at 615 and waiting for SJ at 640 at some bus stop-- just one stop after kkyz's home

Today went to collect the scholarship... i tell you... it sucked... parents forced me to take some silly group pic... well.. for 300 bucks.. tht was worth it lah

So... anyways... again... Inferno 5... i dun feel good... dun wanna go to sch...

(reminds me of a scene at harry potter's 3rd movie, ron going : you r going to suffer but you are going to happy abt it)

Well... who cares... shall be bloggin on the first day of sch!!...

I dun think tht kkyz is very happy with his 'timetable' but... look on the brighter side.... you get to wake up early!!

tht reminds me... i might try to find time to find ruth's house... since... SRJC is near.. haha...

2005-01-01T19:00:00.000+08:00

New template

Thanks to ybean....

Though... the tune... haha... lets keep it tht way for a while shall we..?

until i get something on here...

After a long time

2004-12-31T08:07:00.000+08:00

Wow... it feels great to be back on mainland....

25th December

-Woke up at 430... to catch a taxi to Changi Airport to a flight on Silkair leaving Singapore at 750
-Plane took off 5 mins later then stipulated time....
-Arrived in Xiamen at 1330 ( or something like tht)
-( becos this trip was actually requested by daddy's customer...) went to one of his houses in Xiamen ( he has 4 incase you wanna know) ( really very rich)
-Skipped Lunch due to some breakfast on aircraft
-basically yakking away until 1645
-went down to walk to second house ( he has 3 in some guangming building and one in a guanghua building)
-went to resturant for dinner
-went back to guangming and sleep

26th December

-Breakfasted China style... with porridge and the like
-Went to some place known as gu lang yu... to attend to customer's godchild's mother-in-law's retirement from some facility for the sick ( nursing home)
-(damn lame actually) cos hve to drone through near 1hr of silly singing ( honestly it reminded me of Singapore Idol all those drop-outs)
-Had lunch there
-Went back to Guangming and visited the other 2 in the building... customer was saying wht he was actually intending to hve us stay in one... then he felt tht maybe we might not be used to it
-Rested for near 3 hrs before going to resturant down the road just a short distance from the building
-Went back to guangming and sleep

27th December

-Had some yutiao and some cakes
-Went down to some zhongyang park for a walk... crossing the 4 gates there... ( north-south-east-west)
-Proceed to a taxi on a long trip to the large Xiamen Expo
-Went to some hill they call odd hill (kuai po) it is really odd... you can put something there like a water bottle and amazingly it goes up... when the hill was upwards ( you go uphill ... water bottle follows uphill, including vehicles that are not moving) Scientists say tht it is an optical illusion... but it looked real
-went on to the bank building ( the entire building housed so many banks i think ) total taxi fare: 100.5 RMB ( can imagine we actually went so far)
-Lunched at a resturant in tht building ( 20 RMB for each dish)
-Went back to guangming and rest for 3 hrs
-Dinner at some mudan resturant ( damn fun i tell you...) all the waiters serving the food were on ROLLER SKATES!!! whizzing here and there
-Went back to guangming and slept

28th December

-Breakfasted China Style again
-Went to Xiamen style's of Sim Lim Building AND GOT AN MP3!!
-Went to Visit some temple... opp to Xiamen Uni
-Visited the Xiamen University ( very very huge)
-Dinner at the resturant there
-Went back to guangming and slept

29th December

-Breakfasted China Style again
-Went to Tan Kah Kee's Tomb... ( jiagen park) very very windy
-Went to a flower garden ( more like green garden... dun even seemed to hve a trace of flowers)
-Lunch at some houcaller near guanghua building
-Went to Guanghua cos customer's wife had meeting
-Spent entire afternoon doing nothing there
-(before dinner) went to get some goodies like food for ppl at home
-Dinner at Xiamen Uni again
-Went back to pack
-Slept

30th December

-Breakfasted again china style
-left for airport at 1035
-airplane left at 1305
-touched down 1725
-In singapore...

Honestly... it was a rather sick experience... with cold weather... and resturants all night... but overall still rather enjoyable... it is also extreme though... we had airport staff escorting us in and out of airport from SIN-XIA and ppl all so nice to us cos mummy was in wheelchair...

Daddy's customer's wife was so nice... she and customer and customer's god child all so nice ( since they all try to find time to entertain us)

But.... Still nice to be in Singapore

Oh yah... i m in Inferno 5 at SRJC Orientation...
Expected to bring
-21 bucks..

tht was easy... anyways... i do wish i can find someone like kkyz... ( so hard to find someone like him)

To ruth... yah yah yah... my fault sorry lah ok?
To Derek... carry arms? wow... i hve never thought of carrying weaponry
To Deenar... Yah thanks girl... for checking my acc.
To kkyz... good luck... haha your post was terrible... ( in the way you r feeling)

Anyways... Congrats to RJC for moving over to Bishan... and a huge premises...

and good luck to all on your orientation!!

And... i will be changing a template soon.... with Christmas outta of the way...

Yeah!!

2004-12-24T08:45:00.000+08:00

The Day is Finally Here.... where now I m formally 16!!! ( I feel so happy)

Which means the responsibilities are heavier.... and the irritating 2 yrs thing is coming.... ( honestly i dun wnt army life)

Anyways.... Lets Create a New Year Resolution!!

- I wnt to be a good boy
- I wnt to live a live of a 16 yr old

Ok... let me review tht then i post again...

Leaving for Xiamen tomolo... so... Here is a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year From earthraider.... and and and a happy birthday to me... ( god i need to celebrate)

Going

2004-12-23T09:02:00.000+08:00

Oh this is so exciting... will be going over to Xiamen for 5 days for a holiday!!

Will be packing today and tomolo... so might not be able to post ( wait a min maybe tomolo i post)

Anyways...Will only be back by 30th Dec... and cos i dun think i can hve a com on the holiday.... so.... no posts from 25th-30th....

So... ( this is lame and a bit too early) A happy christmas!!

Bd Party

2004-12-20T14:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday... celebrated my 16th bd with family... ( it is early cos we booked a hall kinda thingy) 5 things tht hve made it so memorable....

1) We actually booked a Karaoke Room... but then... apparently... we got another room as well... a nursery... looked just like a play room... ( and this is the first time we had such a thing...)

2) Everyone Actually turned up on time... ( this is lame)

3) This yr, i hve received lesser presents... more hongbaos... ( ppl are running out of ideas)

4) Can you imagine tht in tht playroom... there was a X-box? with halo? ( honestly i carn... )

5) My Cake was smashed... by my little cous

Honestly... these are some reasons tht you might hve came abt... but i think no.5 is very very rare... how can one even smash bd boy's cake.... it was actually a nice capricorn cake... there are 12 designs on constellation cakes... Blossoms.... Singapore post... a pity it was smashed... if not it will be so pretty.

Will be celebrating on a much smaller scale with parents and sis on the actual day... sigh... lets hope tht cake dun smash... ( most likely not)

2004-12-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

I got a SCHOLARSHIP!!! Wow i felt so happy... Goodness... wonder if it could repeat for my Os.... Anyways... I M SO HAPPY!

Me Back

2004-12-18T13:11:00.000+08:00

It has been a very very long time since i blogged... ( ok maybe it is not very very long) Dying Posts actually if i can answer to this calling ( i dun make sense)

Anyways... was back after stayover with grams... nothing much though... it was like watching MTV and movies and those sorta thing...

On brighter news... I hve been posted to SRJC... and deenar was 'so' nice to tell me tht she will be joining me after the PAE... goodness if she goes... tht means i m off the JC list... ( she so smart wht)

On darker news... i suddenly hve a fear of going to JC... perhaps it is the first day tht is going to be scary... i mean ... it would practically be the first time tht i m entering a sch with no one tht i know ( i mean not really know ... was not in the same in sec since u-xen went over to USSS)

I hate going back now...

Will be celebrating Christmas!! Very happy ... Christmas is coming... and a new dawn of a new year awakes... ( tht was so lame)

Oh yah... i decided since i m so bored.... to do a quiz!! with compliments to kkyz...

Name:: Kenneth Lai
Age:: 16
Favorite music groups: Nil Nil... ( it is groups not Singles)
Favorite music genre: New Age... Classical... ( defintely not metal)
Last song you listened: Alicia Key's Karma
Last (music) CD you bought/burned: Lost Count... ( it was too long ago)
Last movie you saw: The Polar Express ( and it sucked)
Last time you felt angsty: When i carn get into someone's PC due to a password
Last time you felt worried: Last Night at 2338
Who did worry about?: Me Myself
Last time you felt depressed: Yesterday
Why?: Carn use the Com
Crush: That very cute Snoopy in the Watson Shop
Favorite store: Anywhere as long it looks presentable
When was the last time you were in there?: 2 days ago
What did you buy?: A crystal box...
What was the last TV show you watched?: The Family's Bride
What was the last book you read?: The Moral Compass
What's your favorite book?: Reading Your Palm
Last thing you ate: Pizza
Ever consumed alcohol?: Nope
Are you crazy?: Yes
Do you have a website?: This is it!
Favorite website: Lost Count
Do you like Kurt Cobain or (and) Layne Staley?: Are they alive?
Who's the most annoying person alive?: Myself
When was the last time you felt lonely?: Dun know... Sis is always around
When was the last time you felt elated?: Today? cos going out later
When was the last time you felt like a scapegoat?: Sometime in sch
Have you ever been called a racist?: No
Don't you just hate hypocrits?: Yes and No
Do you like school?: Sometimes
How are or were your grades in school?: Above Average
Are you a loser?: Most of the time
A loner?: Totally
How do you feel about stereotypes?: Crazy
When was the last time you were idle?: 5 mins ago
Who's your idol?: All the Ppl who are cleverer than me
Who was the last person you e-mailed?: Family
Who was the last person you talked on the phone with?: My Aunt
What are you listening to now?: I m deaf now

Sigh... talk abt being lame of me doing this