A New World
Living in my Own Fantasy
For You... I can create a world new world
Friday, March 31, 2006
xx 10:02 PM xx
Maple Fever is back... Yesh... kenneth is back in the game as a magician... and... getting obsessed says deenar... imagine you gain 25 lvls in 3 weeks... it is slow lor... as compared to ppl who by now hve cleared the 2nd job... haha..
I realised how shortsighted i m... i fail to look at what is near me... and what is more important... sigh... on a note... i can be determined in whatever i do... as long as i choose to do it... ( how wonderful... if only maplestory was a subject... i will score a distinction )
ANYWAYS... common test 2 coming soon to SR on the 17th of Apr.. sigh... class tests and revision hve started... tests are coming after me everyday..!! tuts not finished... Mr kwang i think lost all confidence in me le... ( even after i did his 2nd DE test )... haha... i might not be able to make it in F Maths i guess... ( but carn do anything rite? must perservere...)
J1s hve entered the band... our band had nvr looked so much bigger... and ... i wanna complain... Someone slandered me infront of Travis... ( see la... now he scared of me... ) then tht someone just ordered me around... so shit lah... it is my responsibilty no doubt... but carn you guys see how busy i m... i got so fed up tht day during band...tht i nearly smashed the QM cupboard... nearly sending all the stuff 'flying' out of the cupboard... ( i guess someone out there understands ... i hope )
i still owe someone 10 bucks... sigh... keep forgetting... ( ppl's present hor... dun think i borrow money )
How pathetic i m... always clearing all doubts before they even think abt it... how paranoid...
Enough with myself... lets move on... to something more solemn...
A dear teacher of mine has passed away at a tender age of 30+ about 2 weeks ago... Mdm Mashuda was one of the nicest teachers at USSS... then she followed us to FTPSS... her bubbly character literally makes us so comfortable with her... her jokes, her laughter... and her song ' Hero ' which she sang abt 4 yrs ago at USSS for her husband Mr Azlan... sigh... she will remain in my memory i guess... did not manage to see her for the last time... timetable was too packed... sorry... i guess Mr Azlan still feels very depressed...
Somethings disappear and fade over time... but somethings remain intact throughout an eternity... Some people can be talking to you for the first time tht day... and vanish the next...
Treasure those around you... you nvr know when they will leave you... Apr 11 is going to be another sad day for me...
- about me
name; Kenneth Lai
sch; Presently At SRJC
cca; Band
bdae; 24th Dec 1988
Wish List
New Bag
Acuvue Contact Lenses
Miyazawa Flute
Yamaha Piccolo
Buffet RC PrestigeClarinet
Swatch Watch
A Soft Toy ( childish)
A Tarot Deck
A New Mouse ( i meant the com )
A Hamster
Headphones and EarPhones
Divination Set
Advanced Potion Making by Liberius Borge
Literally Hates
liars
backstabbers