You See Me Or I See You

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

xx 12:09 AM xx

IT HAS BEEN SO LONG... must learn to be devoted to be blogging everyday... anyways things are going haywired... i dunno wht to say actually... why arh... haha

Promos are here! GP and chinese passed and now maths c... so stupid i felt i was... i mean i think i written shit for chinese compo... on the brighter note... i feel tht my compre is not bad...

GP...for wht i know... i m the only one tht did on the Frailty, thy name of woman... lets see... i wrote on the strengths of women... giving examples of them being very strong... so silly rite... haha.. i think i will fail lah... but i think i did myself justice for the compre ( everytime i have this good feeling... it usually turns out bad ) haha...

Then i slacked and slacked and slacked...

Missing Zijian ever since i last saw him.. ( hey i m broadcasting this... lol ) some china guy tht is one great pal... ( i guess he was my pal... ) but then yah... great classmate... great guy... standing at abt 170... big heart with a cool face... haha... so gay rite... i mean yah missing for a guy... wrote him a poem ( and i m proud of it ) so rare i write poetry for guys... and considering the time span i had... ( actually i spent like a few hrs ) but then.. haha it is ok lah... not too shabby... reflected my feelings... and wrote him a letter... and another one tht is save with me... so one with him and one with me... haha... lol... Destiny must bring us again... S3 MIsses you!!..

Project Work is putting a strain on me liao... i carn take it lah... so stupid WR have to rewrite and rewrite... submitted draft 3 today with JinWen and YingHui... lol... our dear couple hor... is so sweet with each other... so mushy!! please lor... dun do tht infront of me... can get jealous you know... then i red-face... haha... embarassing... but then.. it is still sweet...

Linking from there... i did not know tht missing someone... or even liking someone can be so painful... so torturous... and everything... haha... go on and guess... i dunno who is tht person...

Anyways... FINALLY... i got something done rite... i gained 3 kg... and my weight is safely at 50kg... and feeling happy abt it...

Willing to help... if there is anyone out there needing help... like... any help... haha... as long as i can help...

I m not linking my paragraphs... oh no... GP failure thank you very much...

Lets see... this month... i vaguely remember tht i know of 3 frens bd dae... Kenneth, Liting and KangLi... happy birthday beforehand ( i know it is early for Liting and Kenneth)

Dun think anyone checks here everday... anyways... just telling you guys tht have like so much time on your hands... i hve created a secret blog... somewhere in the blogging realm... there is another site tht i hve spilled my inner thoughts... my inner mind... my inner heart... ( scandalous... kenneth lai finally spilled his secrets ) doubt you can find it anyways... not a single bit of me tht you usually see is there... ( alterego...) i carn password my blog see... someone must teach me...

Facing financial crisis presently... must solve tht prob soon... haha... ( it is only going be like for 2 weeks ) i need to get someone something... and sleep early today... if not i fall asleep during maths...

I so suck at vectors and trigo... God must help me... Athena must bless me... Hecate must do something abt this darkness in my head... haha... make it blank... lol

I dun link... i need to go through a linking workshop...