Wednesday, August 17, 2005
xx 12:34 AM xx
It has been a while... as usual... tht kenneth rants here... so lets start...
National Day Celebrations...
Definitely one of the most interesting events... the rehearsals were terrible... why? cos the contingent dun seem to hve a sense of musicality... so terrible... march wrong and repeat and repeat... and then the first person... tht NPCC i guess... march oso the hand wrong... so shit... jw and charlene were losing their cool during rehearsals...
The day itself was memorable... when we begun the celebrations with the NPCC walk-in... it was beginning to drizzle... and when we played the march... it was RAINING... council could not do anything rite? so we played in the rain... jarren still come and tell me romantic... lol... after the very wet march... we ran inside... QMs and Gracia were like fretting over ' CLEAN DRY YOUR INSTRUMENTS! ' so yah.. it was passing of toilet paper in the band room as everyone dries up...and then we had the J2 farewell kinda thing...
Followed a few of them to kbox... had sushi... and it was really good... jasmine and others have great voices... and i did not sing... haha... lol... then after tht everyone sorta disbanded... andi felt so left out... went to the library and borrow books and lugged 3 books to the steamboat resturant... great dinner with everyone.. yah... took photos... not too bad a day... though yah i felt sad...
Definitely I-Learn
took place on the 11/8 ... was one of the 'best' things college has done for us... everyone was complaining on monday... cannot do this and tht... teachers seemed vague in instructions and online assessments were not working well for some ppl... so... in short.. i felt tht it was a failure... parents also find it so... lol... no more comments... so sick over it...
you know wht is miraculous for me... i hve slept a total of 4 hrs for 2 days... 2 days average 2 hrs... very nuts right... carn blame me wht.. tuts so many... and then still got WR... i felt tht i m very very bossy to my team... gave them orders to wht they are to be doing... felt tht i shld hve left it to them to decide... cannot everything go my way rite? i m so bossy!!... evil me...
i feel sad now... i hve been failing everything... is this a sign? maybe i shld hve dropped a subject... study stress? i dunno... List of Assignments so long... getting so tired of doing... i wish someone will alleviate my pain for me... it hurts... and it is getting depressing... rarely tht i m happy hor...
though one thing tht made me so happy was my survey... i did a survey with the teachers and i had 40% responding... very happy liao... expected less... i was so estastic tht i was smiling the whole day... was so happy... happiness lasts short...now sad... making myself happy with cranberry juice... SO SWEET... haha
