A New World
Living in my Own Fantasy
For You... I can create a world new world
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
xx 11:00 PM xx
Yoz... Happy Birthday Nikki... a few of us celebrated his bddae today after band... haha... rather a surprise to him... ( see so short... ) it was great yah... i think he enjoyed it
Thanks Jocelyn... if not cos of you i would hve slept the entire lecture... and i mean yah the entire maths lecture...
i dunno how many ppl is going to read this... maybe from my class... maybe from peeps i know... but then... i think i shall spill the beans... i m presently extremely emotionally unstable... maybe i dun appear like tht... but yah... i m... totally... i m a wreak.. total wreak... life is upside down... and i dunno what it wrong... is it with the world or does it lie with me... everyone seems to be avoiding me... be it in real life or virtually... i dunno... i seemed to be ostracized just like overnight...
i need emotional support... i need a shoulder tht i m willing to cry on... i need someone tht i can trust entirely... too many probs... wanna let it out... struggling inside... I seriously dun want sympathy... someone tht is willing to be a listening ear... ( talk abt me being so picky )
- about me
name; Kenneth Lai
sch; Presently At SRJC
cca; Band
bdae; 24th Dec 1988
Wish List
New Bag
Acuvue Contact Lenses
Miyazawa Flute
Yamaha Piccolo
Buffet RC PrestigeClarinet
Swatch Watch
A Soft Toy ( childish)
A Tarot Deck
A New Mouse ( i meant the com )
A Hamster
Headphones and EarPhones
Divination Set
Advanced Potion Making by Liberius Borge
Literally Hates
liars
backstabbers