A New World
Living in my Own Fantasy
For You... I can create a world new world
Sunday, May 01, 2005
xx 3:25 PM xx
4 days to SYF... to tht dreaded and anticipated Thurs ( sounds contradictory...) Yah... and tension is rising... fast... yah... but it will blow... i think it did...
i suck totally... hey 3rd clars... if you r reading this.... i m going to say sorry... totally... you play better than me and you dun get to play the solos... i mean like... it is not my fault lah... mr tan just said tht cos i m sitting in the middle... if you wnt it... you can come and tell me... i m willing to switch with you... i just feel like you all like so angry to me like tht... i m being over sensitive here but... yah... if you guys are hating me... tell me lor... just give it to me frank... if the other J2s in the clars are unhappy with me... tell me... then i know where i stand and i can leave asap...
ok... talk abt feeling terrible... whtever... i m terrible... prac for another hr today... and now so tired... my reed at home is going to spoil anytime... looks like it is seasoned... but tht means... its lifetime is nearly over... gosh gosh gosh....
Enough with the band.... with schwork now.... SUCKS... i dread sch... i dunno why... hw load is really getting on me... i m trying my best to cope and juggle... gosh i feel so damn stressed... esp with F Maths... not tht i m uncomfortable with the speed... but it is the qns... and my numb skull... yah i m a dumbass ok... tht carn get my stuff done out rite... not only tht... my physics is dead too... and my brain is totally poofed...
Yesterday had to go back for prac... yah... it sounded not so good at the start... but then... it is nicer in the end... yah... really... it sounded so nice... College was up next... then i had to wear this formal looking thingy... and then... went for college day helpout with charlene, kelvin, nikki, jie wen,jasmine and kay heng... followed by dinner at Macs at HLM... yah... then i send Jie Wen home... ( ok.. not considered...) and we were like singing Jericho in our different parts.. only thing is... we lacked a flute, percussion and the tuba... haha... and we had to take over... either whistle or sing... and we made a racket on the way to HLM... haha... was so funny
now so tired... lips tired... at least i can play a Decent Bar F now.... :)
- about me
name; Kenneth Lai
sch; Presently At SRJC
cca; Band
bdae; 24th Dec 1988
Wish List
New Bag
Acuvue Contact Lenses
Miyazawa Flute
Yamaha Piccolo
Buffet RC PrestigeClarinet
Swatch Watch
A Soft Toy ( childish)
A Tarot Deck
A New Mouse ( i meant the com )
A Hamster
Headphones and EarPhones
Divination Set
Advanced Potion Making by Liberius Borge
Literally Hates
liars
backstabbers