A New World
Living in my Own Fantasy
For You... I can create a world new world
Thursday, May 05, 2005
xx 10:11 PM xx
Feel damn sad lor... Band Got Silver...yah... Hui MIn was crying and Jiewen was too... feel damn damn damn sad... and depressed... nearly cried but then was cheered up by nikki and kayheng... haha... yah... play soka, tht Heineken ad with the flutes... and then Blue Ridge Saga... haha... and Concert pieces again with Nikki and KayHeng... made me happier... and i played clar 1 part... and gosh... it was TERRIBLE...haha... cheryl was like thinking whether i played like tht during the SYF... haha... of course not lah... i was playing clar 3 mah...
Doubt anyone missed me in class today... maybe just wonderin how come i m not in class tht is all... haha... and btw... Jeremy, if you r reading this... and tht was sweet of you... saying tht you wnt me in your grp... ( first time i felt loved, jking jking)
Then... i hve to catch up... with work and everything... one day of no sch and i m suffering already... die die die... lucky got deenar... hey girl... without you... my hw life is completely poofed... you r my lifesaver... and my hermione... and ronald is hermione junior... haha...
So... yah... with a grp of ppl behind me... supporting me... who knows... i might actually survive... haha... yah... thanks to you guys totally... peeps like jeremy... ronald... deenar... my 3 lifesavers...
come to think of it... i wnt my PW grp to hve Jeremy, Deenar and Ronald... haha... however... tht would mean tht we hve a clash... Deenar doing something like me... and Jeremy and Ronald doing task 1 ( not sure with Jeremy but i think it is task 1) hhaa... thanks dudes...
and ofcourse derek and kkyz... chat pals... haha... they totally destress me... totally...
still feel sad... and freaked out with PW and GP... deenar has been telling me tht i m very very pessimistic... well... i hve my reasons... expectations is not easy to hit you know...worst still i m a CT rep... so it is heavier... and i m very veyr tensed up lor...
not only tht now... i hve another thing tht is to be on my head... band elections.. SL/ASL, treasurer, BM/ABM, QM/AQM, Librarian, Secretary, Student Conductor... gosh.. the stress is on...i tell you... i confirm carn get in one lor... huimin dun really like me... haha...feel left out today... ( but tht is my life... and still considering whether i shld quit band or not...)
whtever.. life sucks anyways
- about me
name; Kenneth Lai
sch; Presently At SRJC
cca; Band
bdae; 24th Dec 1988
Wish List
New Bag
Acuvue Contact Lenses
Miyazawa Flute
Yamaha Piccolo
Buffet RC PrestigeClarinet
Swatch Watch
A Soft Toy ( childish)
A Tarot Deck
A New Mouse ( i meant the com )
A Hamster
Headphones and EarPhones
Divination Set
Advanced Potion Making by Liberius Borge
Literally Hates
liars
backstabbers