Friday, November 12, 2004
xx 10:41 PM xx
Life sucks totally... lost my drive to study... I feel as though i m letting my Chem, physics and gego teachers down...
Guilt is creeping on now... considering
1) i m not really studying hard ( as compared to the smarty pants in my class )
2) i became paranoid with my maths and eng( i dun know why... but then the eng essay after i thought abt it... it sounded silly and my B4 is on the tenterhooks) and the maths papers' simplicity made me feel as though i hve made a lot of careless mistakes...
3) Maybe this is stress or something ... but then... i practically just did a lot of crosswords... ( and i m keeping my head at the com) ( 'terrible,' Mrs Tan would hve said)
Now i feel terrible... i hve forgotten to mention a Happy Deepavali... So.. better say Happy Hari Raya Puasa...
I had a very stupid call anyways today... apparently it was Sara calling me from some punggol pri ( or was it punggol sec) with Mr Han... i dun even know why they got there but then... it was nonsense with sara talked nothing but nonsense for tht 2 mins... stupid i would say... maybe the festive seasons got into him...
I carn stop stop studying...well ... THERE WAS A PROB in the bio paper.... i wondered wht they had done with it...