A New World
Living in my Own Fantasy
For You... I can create a world new world
Friday, October 08, 2004
xx 11:08 PM xx
I feel so terrible... I never felt this before...
Why did something happen... How could she do this to me....!!!
I m so going to be swearing like a sailor in near a mins time...
Ok who cares...
Today was rather funny... Miss Kavitha Came in late... misconception with her time management...( most likely due to her watch.... remind me to get her one for christmas) Then Mrs Tan created an uproar when she announced the study leave thingy... honestly... i wnt to go on study leave... i rather studying late and waking up late... i just love tht darkness coming around....
Today... I announce tht it is the 5th time i hve went for tht 7-9 thingy... and tht it is my fourth time entering to the realm of darkness and my second time with company... Honestly tht is the part tht i hate the most...
Me: I am Going to Switch off the light....
( Lights Off... Screams began to flood as the silence was broken...)
Deanne, Sara and XiaoQi: AHHHHHH!!!
Saravannan... not saying this... but... as a guy... screaming is not an option... and to Deanne... DUN COME TO THE DARKNESS SINCE YOU ARE AFRAID....
To Ian Ling.. Very brave of you... never thought a girl would be like tht... :)
IT WAS SO FUNNY.... the three of them were like running here and there... and xiaoqi claims tht sara almost squashed her... hahaha... ok noo funny matter... though i appeal to everyone... DUN FIGHT YOUR FEARS... if you r afraid of the dark.... then you r one of the unlucky 1:3 souls in the world... no harm done though... but again.. AFRAID... THEN DUN DO ..
But.. I still feel so terrible... 19 pts L1R5... i feel sick... i carn live anymore... and she.... made it worse... sigh... perhaps tht is my life... and tht is wht was meant to be...
To Ruth... i know you r spoilt for choice... and your happiness.... is worth sharing.. i dun mind borrowing some.... i really need it....
I m near depression now... and i m seeing little girls in the lib... and the fourth floor... and there is no such things as ghosts...
Fact of the Day...
'Visions' are said to be figments of imagination tht incorporates events tht one has seen or heard and like a repeater, the image is projected with another scene... Though... i think it is coming again... tht girl remains in my heart... and she is worth thinking abt... afterall... no girl smiles when she is bleeding from her forehead *shudders*
Maybe it is due to overreactive imagination...
Late Nights... Who Cares.... i m expecting the devil for tea...
THT REMINDS ME!! I WNT TO WATCH EXORCIST!!! but it is NC-16... and I M NOT 16 TILL CHIRSTMAS EVE!! this sucks...
To sara.... it is cool... i dun mind seeing devil and saying hi in my tarot... though... perhaps it would be better if he dun arch my back and make me walk down the stairs... i might hve a backache...
No offense to the religious groups... since i believe we hve a devil in all of us...
except... mine is drinking from my cup right now..
( tht was lame)
- about me
name; Kenneth Lai
sch; Presently At SRJC
cca; Band
bdae; 24th Dec 1988
Wish List
New Bag
Acuvue Contact Lenses
Miyazawa Flute
Yamaha Piccolo
Buffet RC PrestigeClarinet
Swatch Watch
A Soft Toy ( childish)
A Tarot Deck
A New Mouse ( i meant the com )
A Hamster
Headphones and EarPhones
Divination Set
Advanced Potion Making by Liberius Borge
Literally Hates
liars
backstabbers