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Saturday, October 23, 2004

xx 6:32 PM xx

I think tht stupid exam thingy is getting to my head... yup.. running a temperature.. ( and i really hope tht it gets tht serious under my brain is damaged... at least tht would exempt me from future exams... then again... tht is not a good idea) Anyways... it is not tht serious... come on... 37.6 is not serious... ( not yet anyway)

Anyways... practically wasted near 1/3 of the day... yup... i really did... nothing... i did nothing... hve to work work work... rearranged the wkshts and the stuff tht i had to do ( tht is a start) and preparing for the final dash....

I feel super terrible... after the chem prac... very disappointed in myself... HOW THE HELL COULD MY PRACTICAL BE THT TERRIBLE... EVEN WORSE... MY TITRATION... well... ruth tried to make me happy... yah... it did... short term effect... tht moment you got tht 25.4 tht was excatly like tht teacher of yours... good feelings gone... sigh sigh sigh... i m not gonna do as well as i thought... and i feel damn terrible now... with the prospect of which tht would repeat itself... and i carn think abt it ... my O lvl days are gonna be over...

yesterday... my sister made her streaming options... opting for a similar combination like mine... except she is aiming for the pure bio... i did something tht i felt tht it was very sinister... i was telling her how tough bio is ... with some silly extraction of DNA of tomatoes as her prac... and drawing... ( in which i believe it was worked the other way round) she became more persistent with the sub in her combination... who cares... she must do well... at least better than me...

I still feel very very terrible... especially with the fact tht my hair is getting very dry... and my mouth too... and my soul... ( did i mention tht i actually opened the window grill for the 30th time since this month...) and i still feel suicidal.... ( haha mrs tan might get some inspiration now... at least she know wht she might be able to talk to me abt in our next STI...)

One more day to kkyz's birthday... and tht ss file is flying away...

there goes my A1...